The Shadow world(on hold)

Chapter one

Warning!!!: This story might contain some grammatical errors. This is my first time Writing and english is my second language

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Okay so this is my new school,the Notre Dame International High school. Its This boarding school in France and I am totally freaking out. I mean I have never leave in a place that is not my home. And why is mom punishing me like this? hasn't she done enough? I could think of at least five things mom has done to make me suffer:

1. She announced that we would be moving to France.

2. She made me leave all my friends behind including a boy I have a crush on for the longest time.

3. She is making spend the rest of my high school years in some American school in Paris

4. She is making leave in a boarding school! by myself!!

5. I couldn't think of the last one.

I have to leave my best friend and the guy I have had a crush on for years! this is so not fair, she just had to plan unnecessary changes when things has started to look up for me and Sean. Sean is my crush for three years now. I've had a crush on him since the first day of freshman year, when he enter biology class, wearing a football varsity jacket. Man does he look so hot. He has blond hair, sky blue eyes, tall about six feet tall and with high cheek bone. He was absolutely gorgeous and my poor self couldn't stop think about him. Things has started to look up for us for the past few weeks. He invited me on a date with him and he asked me to be his homecoming dates and I started to think that their might be a future for both of us, since he, well kissed me on our last date and of course my mom has to ruin that.

"Look at me sweetie, you are going to love this school, just give it chance" Mom said once we arrived at the school.

"How are you so sure that I'll get use to this life after you take my life's away from North Carolina" I said.

"Look darling, i'm sorry for all this changes, but things aren't looking as they are suppose to since your father passed away. I can't leave with the memory of the place in my mind"

She has got to be kidding, all she thinks about is how she feels about the memory she has there. I knew she lost her husband, but he was my dad and I love him, but that doesn't mean we have to make all this drastic changes and besides my dad died for more than three years ago!

"What about how I feel all you ever think about is how you feel!" I am practically screaming

"Honey, you know that is not t rue"

"What I am I suppose to think when you constantly talk about how you don't want the life in the United States 'cause you don't want to remember the sad memories you have'. Lets get real mom, your husband is gone and he is not coming back, he was my dad too . You are not the only women on the face of the planet that lost her husband for such an early age, you have to learn how to move on. That is life mom" I said angrily

Her eyes filled with tears, and I feel guilty for making her I cry, but she has to know that the world does not revolve around her. She is not the only one hurt from my fathers death.

"But i'll forget your father if that happens" she sob

"I'm not saying that you should forget, i'm only saying to move on. You shouldn't let the past change the future,mom" I said my voice softer.

"I'm afraid if I move on, I will forget about your father and I don't want to forget about him, he is just too precious to me. That is the reason why I haven't let myself get close to any other man" She said tears in her eyes