Little sister

12. Please...

Jess' POV*

I sat across my bed, clutching the razor in my hand.

About to place it on my skin, Hayes rushes through the door, running towards me.

In fright I drop the razor, running away from him, heading towards my closet hoping to get away from him, before he gets to me.

Hayes stops, as he watches me run towards the other side of the room.

"Did you just run...away from me?" He questioned, his voice cracked, and broken.

I realized I just hurt him very badly.

"No...I thought..." I started to say, but there were no words to describe my recent actions.

"Oh my god..." Breathed Hayes.

"Are you...scared...of me?" He said a little bit lower than a whisper when he mentioned the word 'scared'.

"No! I'm...I-i just though you were Blake..." I breathed stuttering.

Hayes then walked over to me, wrapping g his protective arms around me pulling me into a warm hug.

I just stay silent and barried my head in his chest, as tears took over my forest green eyes.

"Shh....don't cry please....it'll make me cry..." He whispered, sniffling a little.

"I'm sorry...." I squeaked, and snuggled closer to his chest inhaling his smell, reminding me somewhat of Matt.

He held me close, no words being exchanged from each other, just feeling the closeness of our engulfed bodies.

Then he moved back to take a glimps of me.

"Why would you... Cut?" He whispered

"I...I-I....it's the only way I get relief...from him." I said probably below a whisper, not daring to say his name again. Once was already enough and it was in front of Hayes.

"When ever you feel like this, don't hesitate to come to me, Matt, or any of the rest of the boys. Please I don't want to see you like this."

His baby blue eyes slightly washed with a glaze of tears. His happy lighted face features now gloomy and upset.

I nodded my head and just hugged him again.

What I didn't notice was Matt and the ready of the boys peeking through a small crack through the door.

Oh no.

"So this is how your so good with my sister." A voice said which made me separate so quick from Hayes.

The boys all laughed.

I looked over at Hayes as discrete as I could and saw his face to be blushing more and more my the second.

Why is he blushing?

But then again I think I am too.

"Uhh..." I started not having enough words to address the situation.

They all just laughed even more.

What the...

"We never thought I'd would happen so fast." Cam said, laughing even more.

Yep. My face is as read as a tomato.

"Come on, let's go have lunch. Today has been reallllly complicated. But Starbucks isn't, so let's go there." Nash said, who high fived Carter.

I rolled my eyes, then realized I was still in my bikini. Uh.....

"Get out let me change." I huffed.

"Hayes that means you to bro." Nash laughed, and Hayes got even redder, is that's even possible.

I smiled as Hayes left the room.

We glimpse at each other before he closed the door.

I think we just zinged.

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Hello!

I'm am so terribly sorry it took me for ever to update, but here it's is....

ZAYN I MISS YOU! And he also betrayed us my joining a fast burrito.

I mean for real he left the biggest boy band this world has ever seen to work with a low life burrito.-_- like really.

Anyway, with out talking about that for too long that will ruin my mood, bye my chicken nuggets thank you for waiting:)

🍗🍗🍗🍗💗❤️
xxx

-Jay