14. Conflicted

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Jess' POV*

I can't believe it... Hayes actually likes me... Wow.

Either it's that or Carter is just some part of a plot... Yeah.

Most likely a prank. Yep. It's a prank.

I walk into the Starbucks, but I'm instantly swept of my feet, by a pair of strong arms.

I look back and see Cam, laughing.

"Cammmmmmmmmmmm. I want Starbucks let me gooooooooo" I said then erupting into a fit of giggles. Not really caring how childish this is at the moment.

He laughed placing me back on the ground, but then hugging me tight before letting me go.

I smiled and walked toward the cash register.

"Hello, welcome to Starbucks, are you ready to order?" This really perky brunet lady said. She looked about maybe 17.

"Can I have a venti white chocolate mocha please." I saw her eyes shift of of me and look back at Cam, I tried to ignore her but then I took a quick glance back to see Cam staring at her also blushing.

"Yeah sure." She answered reverting her sea green eyes back to the register flipping her perfectly straight brunet to the side.

But she seemed to pay the most attention to Cam when he ordered. I could tell. I will be coming back to this Starbucks with Cam much more frequently.

The other guys got their drinks and when we went to the large long table and just sat and talked.

Hayes kept giving me glances, sneaking looks with warm loving blue eyes towards me.

When ever I would catch him, his eyes would very vert quickly towards his drink, acting as if he was never staring at me in the first place.

But I didn't really believe that he was looking at me in that way.

But I ignored his acasional glances and kept on drinking my mocha. Deep in though, and also in a bit of worry too.

If he did really did like me.. What would it be like? Would it be like that love-y dovy relationship or would it be that bro type of relationship?

Oh please Jess... He doesn't like you...

I kept thinking and thinking about this situation and it didn't make it better. Nope it made things a little more complicated.

More complicated than it should be...

Matt snapped me out of my little war going on in my head, like world war lll if you ask me...

Matt clapped his hands right in front of my face, making me flinch and trying to seek protection in my chair, flying back into my seat even further.

"What are you thinking about?" Matt questioned looking at me with an unsure expression.

"Meh, I don't even know." I said shrugging, lying as I don't want the boys to find out of my feelings for Hayes, but I don't think that will last a very long time.

Carter, sitting in the middle of Nash and Hayes looking at me with his brown eyes, a clear smirk plastered across his face trying his hardest not to laugh.

If he keeps quiet about this situation, I won't have anything to worry about, neither would Hayes....

Right?

Nah... Carter would not tell the boys right? Oh god...

"Ok then..." Matt said as he grabbed his Starbucks drink and drank a little of it.

I don't know about the rest of the boys but I do not enjoy being in a pickle, so in order to get out, I must open the jar...

Don't judge me.

I sparked a conversation, leading into me and Hayes arguing about how Zayn is a butt for leaving to work with a fat burrito.

Him saying it's ok, let the poor guy live don't give him hate but with me saying that he should not have been a little fucktard to mess it's the fandom and Loubear.(the one and only Louis Tomlinson)

We soon were done with all of our drinks just talking as me and Hayes moved on from our small argument, and we just kept talking about random things until the manager of Starbucks came towards us and kicked us out, since Starbucks was about to close.

Well then.

It was already sundown, and we all mounts the car and began to drive home, Cam driving us all, and I was currently sitting in Matt's lap, since the back was cramped as crap.

When we got home, I was the first to exit the car, and open the house, with Hayes and the rest of the boys following shortly after me.

"Jess, are you ok with the boys sleeping over?" Matt asked, coming to where I was, standing on my tippy toes trying to reach, in the high cabinet of the kitchen, attempting to get a cereal box.

"Sure." I replied, which ended up in Matt getting the cereal box for me.

We all got comfortable in the living room, we all sat down in a circle.

"Let's play truth or dare." Carter smirked evilly. Oh hell no...

"Sure" all the boys said in unison. I didn't realize that it was Hayes to my right and Matt on the other side.

This is gonna be bad...

"Jess you start," Carter said. Few, for a second I thought he was going to ask me truth or dare first.

"Ok...let me think..." I started, then I thought of who to date then got a perfect idea that was going to be hilarious.

"Cam, truth or dare?" I asked, his face slightly scared. But I knew he would choose dare and I had a perfect one in mind.

"Dare." He replied, and I mentally high fived my self.

"Ok I dare you to go into the kitchen and get a bowl mixing cinnamon, hot peppers, and saracha then you have to eat a big spoonful of it." I said smirking.

Let's just say he ended up almost dying. Hey, it made a good vine.

We kept on playing until it was Carter's turn to pick somebody.

"Ok...Jess, truth or dare." Oh shit...

"Truth." Afraid of picking dare, if he was going to dare me to kiss Hayes or something.

"Do you like Hayes." Those four words just escaped his mouth, my world came crashing down, every pair of eyes was now on me and I couldn't help but blush. Hayes especially was staring deep into my forest green orbs.

"Yes." I said.

"I do like Hayes."

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Hey guys! Extra long chapter! Hope you all enjoyed it!

xxx

-Jay

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