5. Grounded

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Jess' POV*

My eyes slowly pealed open, the blinding light surging through the thin blue curtains. I rolled around, pressing my face into the pillow in attempt to get away from it. I groaned as I realized there was still a faint pain in my head.

I just laid there thinking about the girls that had harassed me yesterday. Even though Rebecca and I hated each other, we never went as far as to hurt each other like that.

Especially calling her boy friend to come help her as well.

My mind soon wandered to what happened yesterday. Matt was so close to figuring out the fact that my social climbing continued. If I didn't risk coming down the stairs how I did yesterday, he would have strangled me himself.

I eventually rolled out of bed, freshening up and put on some comfortable shorts and a overly large shirt. The shirt was just plain white and went down all the way down to maybe about mid thigh. I brushed through my long thick brunette hair, yelping slightly when the brush would pass through a knot. Deciding against putting effort into my make up I just put some under eye concealer along with mascara.

As I went down stairs I noticed the boys were still still here. I mentally groaned and cheered at the same time. This was the first time I actually got along with Matt's friends. And getting them to like me back of course.

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We headed back home and I walked through the front door with Hayes closely trailing behind me.

To my surprise, Nash, Matt, and Cameron were still in the living room.

Nash was calmly sitting on the couch,
Cam was trying to distract him self on his phone,
And
Matt was pacing slowly across the room, with a worried expression laid across his face.

Once he saw me coming in the room, he stopped and stared at me.

"Where the hell were you!!!!" He yelled. His voice laced in anger and confusion. Then turning to look towards Hayes. But then followed up with another question, not giving me, or Hayes a chance to explain.

"You were with her? And you never told us! What is wrong with you!" Mathew yelled.

"Actually-" I began to say. Trying to eliminate his cold feelings towards Hayes and I. And if anyone isn't the one who likes his behavior, it would be me, because I don't like the way he is treating me, and me, being his little sister.

"No I don't want to hear it. Your fucking grounded." He growled and pointed to me. That's it, my blood was boiling and many words of poison were ready to slip out of my mouth, whether he likes it or not.

"You know what fine, fuck you and all of your friends, I knew that inviting me to hang out with your friends was a mistake, and here you have it. It end up with you guys invading my privacy, me getting pissed off and clearing my head else where and then coming home to get yelled at by you. Your not my brother. My brother would never do this to me." I spat. I didn't want to see his face right now. He knows how I get when I'm angry. He knows I have anger issues, and yet he doesn't care. Tiny tears were forming at the corner of my eyes.

I stuck up the middle finger up at all of them, and said my final words before I went up stairs.

"Fuck you." And then a single tear went down my cheek.

I raced up the stairs and went in my room, slamming the door shut, locking it and then sliding down the door, my knees against my chest, and my arms around my ankles. My face was Barrie's in my knees, as I sobbed. I felt absolutely pathetic. But that feeling didn't make me stop and man up.

I got up, and raced over to the wall and kicking as hard as I could, which is pretty hard since I played soccer. I was full out balling as the wall vibrated as I kicked it. I looked down to see I made a dent in it.

Next to it was many other dents, not made recently as I tried to stop taking my anger on objects. AKA the wall. But today I couldn't hold it, the wall was calling my name. (A/N: that sounds really funny lol)

I then walked back, still crying to where I was sitting down, and went back in that position to cry it all out.

I have been sobbing for about 10 minutes, until I heard the door shake against my body with 3 knocks.

I wiped my eyes, and slowly for up, instantly regretting it, and I fell back down. The cause being that I have been in one position for so long.

"Who...is...it?" I croaked, my voice hoarse from crying so much.

"It's Hayes, please open..." He said, his voice sounding stressed and as he was crying himself, but I knew he wasn't.

I slowly tried to get up again, with success, I ran my hand slowly over the nob, unlocking it and wrapping my hand over it and slowly turned it to the right.

The door clicked and revealed stressed out Hayes.

I let him in and then closed the door softly and locked it, just incase of the other boys find this as an opportunity to come in my room with a free pass.

I then tackled him to a hug, which he gladly excepted, and he rubbed my back as I just cried into his chest, considering that I'm really short compared to him.

"It will be alright, promise."

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Hey guys!

This chapter was so good to write, even though it's like a really sad chapter, but I almost shed a tear or two writing it. (Lol no) Well I hope you guys loved this chapter as much as I loved writing it, well next chapter will either be on Thursday or Friday:) leave in the comments below what you guys got for Christmas (if you want to) because all I got were clothes (lol) and yes even though it's like 7am in the morning I am in a very happy mood.

Okay please comment blah blah and vote blah blah....

Anyways love you all my little chicken nuggets 🍗🍗🍗

-Jay

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