Tangled Webs Of Love & Secrets (Peter Parker X Male Reader)

𝒞𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝐸𝓁𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓃 ~ 𝐼'𝑀 𝒜 𝑀𝒪𝒩𝒮𝒯𝐸𝑅 (𝒰𝓅𝒹𝒶𝓉𝑒𝒹)

I did not move my face as they buried it into Spider-Man's neck; I was still processing everything that was happening. I just send a man flying in the air when I shoot the same blue energy that happened in my room when I was levitating. What was happening to me? There were no tricks or flips this time. I could hear him whispering to himself, but I could not hear it because of all the noise from the busy street below us. After what felt like years, we finally made it and he landed, and I looked up to see that we were on the same roof that he brought me to the first time. I let go of him and walked over to the wall and looked at the sun as it was setting in the distance; I looked around and could see the school, so we were close to Peter's apartment. I could hear footsteps coming from behind me and I looked to see Spider-Man walking over to me.

"Are you ok Y/N?" He asks me and that's when all the emotion hit me all at once like a tsunami and I felt like I was drowning in it all. Tears started to form in my eyes. I was scared, worried, angry, confused, and every other bad emotion, but mostly scared, scared of myself because I did not know what was happening to me. I think back to the box that had my birth certificate and passport, but with different names. I linked this to my dream, but were they even dream? Were they flashbacks at this point? I do not remember any of my childhood or have any childhood memories and maybe the flashback were them coming back?. Was I a product of Hydra like the twins?? If so, what did they do to me? Everyone was lying to me, and I needed an answer to why this was all happening. My father knew Hydra was coming after me, but did nothing about it. He just let me sit there like a waiting duck.

It was all too much for me; I did not even notice that my breathing had started to pick up, and I was having a panic attack. I couldn't breathe, all of this was suffocating, and I began to feel lightheaded and I think Spider-Man notice because he quickly grabbed me so I wouldn't fall. He told me to breathe in and out, but I couldn't. I had completely lost control of my body. "Y/N, look at me," he says, and I looked at him, well, his mask at least. "I need you to breathe in and out for me please," he says with a worried tone, and I began to breathe in and out so that I could steady my breathing. I finally have control of my breathing after a while and begin to calm down. I need to get this all off my chest because it was suffocating me to keep it all to myself. I can't tell Peter, MJ and Ned about it because they would look at me differently, and I didn't trust my family at this point because they were all lying to me, so that only left Spider-Man and I told him everything. To the dreams, the library with the USB and then losing it, seeing my father in one of them and them attacking me, he just stood there and listened to me the whole time. After I finished telling my story, he didn't say anything and just stood there and what made it worse was that I couldn't see his face, so I didn't know what he was thinking at all, he just looked out into the city as the sun had just set and it was dark.

"I'm a monster" is all I could get out before the tears began rolling down my cheeks again. Spider-Man stopped looking out at the city and was now looking at me and he wiped the tears from my cheeks. "No Y/N, you are far from a monster," he says. I didn't believe him, but I wanted to, but I couldn't. I think about the Maximoff twins after the left Hydra with Ultron, And I knew they did well at the end and now one of them is an avenger, but what if I wasn't good? I didn't have control of my powers? "I am. No one is going to love me because of it," I cried out, covering my face with my hands, and then I felt arms wrap around me and pull me into a tight hug. "That's not true, I know, and I still want to be around you," I hear him say while holding me tight in his arms. "But what about Peter and Ned and all, they'll look at me differently" I continued, "They'll look at me like I'm a monster" I finished. Spider-Man made me feel safe. He made me feel safe like Peter because they gave off the same energy.

Even though I couldn't see them, I could feel his eyes looking into my mind. His mouth moved like he was going to say something, but then didn't. Then he started to move his hand slowly toward his mask and I could see that he was starting to lift it. I don't know why, but I could feel my heart beginning to beat even louder. I was about to see his face. Did I even what to see it? I liked the fact that I could talk to him because I didn't know who he was. He could be Ned or Peter for all I know, but that would be ridiculous. He stopped underneath his nose, and I could see his lips. I don't know why, but I couldn't stop looking at them. "I have something I need to tell you, Y/N," he says to me and then left his hand back up to his mask. I think he is about to show me who he is. But just before he could begin to take it off, my phone began to ring in my pocket. I looked down to see that my screen was = cracked, but I could still see who was calling me and it was my father. At first, I really didn't want to answer because I was angry at him. He knew about the hydra, and he knew they were after us, yet he didn't do anything about it. And he lied to me. He had been lying to me all my life and I couldn't trust him anymore. Was anything that he told me was truth? Was he even my father and if not, then where are my real parents are?