Chapter 34

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Y/n's POV:

To my dismay, the earliest flight that Izuku and I could leave was in two days. I grumbled as I sat criss-crossed on our bed with a frown on my face and my arms crossed.

"Y/n, just don't talk to them. But you have to come downstairs and eat", Izuku urged as he tried to lift me up.

"Fine, but if either one of them says some slick shit I will not hesitate to drag both of their asses across the whole floor downstairs", I said as I got up from my bed.

I opened the door and stomped down the stairs with Izuku trailing behind. I greeted Sheila, Tammy and the kids before sitting down eating my breakfast.

It was quiet except for the constant banter between Izuku and the kids. I could feel them glaring daggers at me as I ate.

"If you say something to me, I will not hesitate to jump across this table. Mother or not, you do not deserve my respect", I said nonchalantly when I saw my mother open her mouth from the corner of my eye.

My mother closed her mouth and my father opened his. Tammy told the kids to go play while the adults talked and I was grateful, I wouldn't want my niece and nephew to see me acting or looking crazy.

"Jessica's jaw is locked-"

"Serves that bitch right", I say as I drink some of my coffee/tea/water/ juice.

"Y/n, language!", My mother scolded me.

I gave her a silent warning glare, daring her to say something else to me. Jessica was drinking her breakfast through a straw and I couldn't help but giggle.

"Her jaw should be fixed by the time or before our wedding", Isaiah said as he patted her hand.

"Like I could care less. I'm not going to your wedding and I called Mina to cancel her flight cause if she was here Jessica would be in the hospital not sitting her breakfast through a straw", I smirked as I popped a fruit in my mouth.

"Y/n, you can't just-", DJ started.

"Yes the hell I can. And last time I checked you aren't paying for my flight so shut up", I glared.

Izuku gave my thigh a squeeze and I glanced at him. He gave me a small reassurance smile and I took a deep breath before grabbing his hand.

"I honestly could care less if you were at my wedding or not", Jessica stated with her shoulder shrugged.

"So when I jump across this table and leave you in a coma for a year don't blame nobody but yourself", I said waving a butter knife at her.

"Is that a threat?", Jessica asked as she narrowed her eyes.

"No, but it's a motherfucking promise", I bit my lip to suppress a laugh as she drank her breakfast.

"F/n, when did our daughter become so violent-"

"The minute you first started to degrade me because of my dreams. I tried forgiving and forgetting the past. I tried to show you that you could love me just like you love Jessica. But I cannot handle that abuse anymore", I glared at my mother.

"All I wanted was-"

"The best for me. Well sadly 'the best' didn't make me happy. It was miserable trying to fit the picture you painted for me. I did everything I could", I felt tears welling up in my eyes as I glared at her in anger.

I felt the anger, sadness and rejection crash down on me. I decided to just let everything out, not wanting to be tormented any longer.

"Dad and the boys never stood up for me! You all just sat there and ignored it like it wouldn't fuck with me mentally! Isaiah, you are allowing your fiance to abuse as well as try to get Izuku to regret being with me. IS ME BEING APART OF THIS SHIT FAMILY THAT BAD?!", I asked as I slammed my hand down.

Everyone jumped at the sudden outburst and I was breathing heavily.

"Well?", I asked as I stared at my family in their eyes.

"Y/n-"

"Don't say my name and then say some bullshit excuse. I want the honest truth. Why the fuck does no one love me here? How come I'm treated differently? How long will it take for you guys to finally accept me? When I'm on my deathbed?", I asked and Izuku gave me a squeeze.

"I do love you, Y/n. I always loved you-"

"I'm waiting to hear 'but' cause that's all you ever say, Mom. What's this 'but' about? 'I always loved you, but you aren't the ideal daughter that I wanted like Jessica is'. Is that what you want to say?", I glared at my mother, tears running down my face.

Guilt and sadness were written all over her face. I could see her eyes become glassy with tears and I looked away.

"That's not it, Y/n"

"Then what is it about, Dad? How come you never stuck up for me? Why were you always just 'standing or sitting there'? Why did you leave me to deal with all of this on my own?", I sniffled as I wiped the tears that fell from my eyes.

"What did you want us to do? She is our mother, whatever we say would just fly over her head", DJ asked as he took a swing of his water.

"Then why didn't you comfort me? Encourage me to be the best singer out there? Why didn't you tell me that what she was saying wasn't true?", I shot back.

I was sobbing at this point. All the years of verbal abuse and feeling worthless was suffocating me.

Everyone was quiet as I placed my hands on my face as Izuku rubbed my back, saying soothing words in my ear.

"You're ok, Baby, I've got you. Just let it all out", Izuku whispered.

I wiped my tears and stood up. Izuku stood up as well and wrapped his arm around my waist.

"We are leaving in two days...I don't want either of you to contact me after I arrive in Japan. You will be blocked and deleted from my cell phone as well as my socials", I stated with a monotone voice.

My family stared at me with wide eyes and their mouths open.

"Every milestone I have, you will not be invited. That goes for my wedding, my future baby showers and when I give birth to my future kids. They will not know who you are", I said looking down at the floor.

"W-wait! Y/n, please", My mother cried.

"Stop your tears, they mean nothing to me. Just like how mine didn't mean anything to you", I bluntly said.

I walked out of the dining room with Izuku behind me. I knew he wanted to say something about what I said, however I didn't care at that moment.

"Y/n, are you sure that you mean everything that you said back there?", Izuku asked as he closed the door to our bedroom.

"Yeah, I'm done with the toxicity. It will only drain us", I stated as I flopped on my bed.

I felt refreshed and relieved after all that. I just wanted to sleep with Izuku cuddling me like he always did.

"But what if our kids want to know who your family is?", Izuku asked as he laid beside me, pulling me close to his chest.

"We just tell them they were in a hospital that allowed no visitors", I stated.

"What if they get older and start realizing you were lying to them?"

"Then my family better get their act together cause they ain't finna see them and corrupt them like they did me", I said sleepily.

"Hopefully they do get better", Izuku muttered before stuffing his face in my neck.

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