Chapter 41

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I felt my world crash down on me and my ears began to ring. My breathing became heavy and I gasped trying to breathe.

"Y/n? Y/n!"

I stumbled backwards as the world around me became dizzy. I held my head as a headache began to set.

I felt arms pull me into a hug and I closed my eyes.

"You have to calm down, Love. It's alright", Miss Inko held me tightly.

I sobbed into her arms and another knot cramped in my stomach. I held my stomach unconsciously as I continued to cry out.

"Breathe with me...In...out...in...out...Your doing great"

I slowly felt like I was breathing again and my stomach felt a bit more at ease.

"I can lead you to his room, whenever you are ready"

I nodded as I slowly got up. Miss Inko supported me as I wiped my tears as she rubbed my back soothingly.

We walked towards his room and the doctor opened the door. I stared at the ground as we walked in, afraid to see him.

I took a deep breath before looking up. A choked cry left my lips as I saw my fiance's state.

He had a bandage around his head with an oxygen mask on his face. Tubes and wires connected to him, his eyes closed as if he was asleep.

I sniffled as I sat on the chair beside him. My hand instantly went to his.

I pulled his hand to my cheek before nuzzling into it. I caressed his freckled cheek.

His parents were silent before sitting down on the opposite side of him. I gave his hand a squeeze as I tried hard not to break down and cry again.

I softly stroked his cheek as I bit my lip.

"You can talk to him. He'll be able to hear you, he just won't respond", The doctor said softly.

"Wake up...Baby...please", I whispered softly.

Hours passed and it was getting late into the evening, his parents were getting ready to leave.

"We will be back, Y/n. Please get some rest and call us if you need anything", Miss Inko said as she gave me a hug.

I nodded as I hugged her back. After they left, I sat back down and held his hand.

"Y-you told me that I would see you when you got home", I cried softly.

"Izuku, you have to wake up. You have to..."

I continued to cry as I held his hand. After a few minutes of crying, I hiccuped before yawning.

I laid my hand on my arms before falling asleep. I woke up a few hours later with the urge to suddenly use the bathroom.

I quickly got up and did my business. Washing my hands I decided what to eat, since I was awake.

I walked up to Izuku's bed and called for the nurse.

"Hello?"

"Hi, can I have some fruits brought to Room XX?", I asked into the remote.

"Yes, I'll send some over"

I thanked her and placed the remote down on the table. I sighed as I leaned over and kissed Izuku's lips.

"I love you...s-so much...I don't want to lose you, Izuku...", I whispered.

I let out a deep sigh before reaching for his hand. It was my comfort that he was still here...still alive.

The nurse brought in some fruits for me with a smile. I thanked her before digging in, feeling as if this was something I was craving.

I sighed happily as I was able to keep my food down for once. I was throwing up everything I ate, especially in the morning.

"I got to keep my food down, Izuku", I let out a small laugh.

"Maybe I should just start eating what I want and not force myself to eat certain foods like I've been doing...I still feel a bit nauseous though but it's not to the point where I have to rush to the bathroom", I smiled as I stroked his cheek.

"Ow!", I winced as my breasts started to ache.

I gently kneaded my breasts with one hand, soothing the ache a bit. These symptoms have been going on for a week and I was getting irritated.

"Are my boobs still growing?", I asked out loud.

I grumbled as my breasts continued to ache, I took off my bra and stuffed it into my purse. I sighed in relief a bit as my breasts stopped aching.

The doctors came in to check on him and to see if he was responding. My heart broke when there was still no telling how long it would take for him to wake up.

"We will be back tomorrow"

"Izuku...how are we gonna get married and have those babies you want so much if you're not awake?", I asked as tears threatened to fall from my eyes.

I sniffled as he didn't move. I crawled in the hospital bed next to him, being mindful of the tubes and wires that were connected to his body.

I nuzzled in his side as I stared at his face. I gently placed a kiss on his neck before closing my eyes for a few seconds.

Basking in his warmth and missing his cuddles.

"I miss hearing your voice, Izu...", I whispered.

I wrapped my arm around his torso as I leaned my head against his chest. Feeling calm as I listened to his heartbeat.

"If I lose you...Izuku...I don't think I would be able to go on", I muttered as I pressed a kiss on his jaw.

"You mean so much to me and treat me so well...I'm always so happy when I'm with you...you make me feel loved more than what my family claimed to give me...", I bit my lip as I softly began to cry.

Memories that we have shared together flashed in my mind causing me to cry harder.

"That's why you have to wake up...you have to come back to me, I don't want to lose you and be all on my own again...", I sobbed into his chest.

When I calmed down, I got out of the bed and went into the hallway to grab some water. My throat felt dry and my eyes were swollen.

I felt a bit dizzy as I sipped my water before walking back to Izuku's room. My body swayed a bit as I began breathing heavily.

"Ma'am? Ma'am, are you alright?", A doctor asked as she held me up.

"I'm fine...just a little dizzy", I panted.

I felt my body fall forwards before I was caught.

"I need help over here!"

That was all I heard before I closed my eyes. Darkness clouding my vision and my body going numb.

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