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34# You have a disorder

Sorry if this is crappy, I am very tired and can't really type. So, sorry for that. And a TW.

This is probably the most sassy thing I've ever written!

Niall (Age 10), ADHD and dyslexia: You had ADHD, which made you very hyper and didn't focus at anything. Good thing you were only in 4th grade.

You had to take medication and you didn't want to. (This is very relatable).

One morning as you were procrastinating, your brother came into your room.

"Y/n, have you done your homework yet?" He asked.

You didn't answer, you were focused on your video game. "Yes, I have." You lied. (Pick any video game).

He left your room.

 You didn't do your homework because it was hard and you didn't want to.

You went back to your game.

At dinner.

"So, y/n, can you explain this?" Niall asked. He was holding your homework.

"Ni, it isn't what it looks like." You said.

"This is exactly what it looks like, you lied to me. No video games until you are ready to handle yourself!" Niall yelled at you.

You were startled. He has never yelled at you. He loved you so it was hard to hear his harsh voice.

You went upstairs without eating another bite.

You heard a knock.

"NIALL, IF IT IS YOU, DON'T BOTHER COMING IN!" You said.

"I have chocolate ice cream." He said.

You went outside.

"Where is it?" You asked.

"I'll give it to you if you do your homework." Niall said.

You ignored him and went back to your room.

There was a secret that you never told him.

The counselor at your school told you that you are dyslexic. And she was right. You had to read a chapter of a book.

You had an idea.

"Niall, can I have an audiobook? And well, uhm, I am dyslexic." You said.

"Oh, baby, why didn't you tell me? I am going to help you." He said.

He helped you read and you became good at reading.

And you got your chocolate ice cream while listening to the audiobook.

Harry (Age 16) depression: You were diagnosed with depression and no one knows. Not even Harry.

You never left your room and didn't eat.

When Harry came back from tour, he noticed that his baby sister had never came out of her room.

"Y/n! I'm home!" He said.

You didn't answer.

He was getting worried.

"Y/n? Where are you?" He asked.

He then opened the door to your room.

His heart broke when he saw what you were doing.

"Y/n, baby." He said. "Please don't read hate."

"I have depression." You opened up to him.

"I will help you. You will be living with me, and we can do a lot of stuff together." Harry said.

He picked you up and noticed how skinny you are.

"Well we need to get some food into you first. And then we can hang out." He told you.

He kissed your forehead and took you out of your room.

"Your beautiful no matter what."

Liam (Age 16) eating disorder: You had an eating disorder. And Liam didn't know this, until one day when he came back from tour.

Now, you were watched by all of the boys.

It can be annoying at times. Like very very annoying. You couldn't do anything on your own.

He said that they all were doing this because they love you. And at first, you didn't believe it. Because at the time, you thought that beauty was your looks. But Liam taught you that it was your imperfections. But he didn't tell you directly, it was by Little Things. It is your favorite song.

The hate didn't stop, even though it has subsided. But only a little bit.

Once while you and Niall were listening to Act My Age he said that he had to go.

"FINALLY, I get my alone time." You said.

But instead of doing that, you were puking in the bathroom. (Just a normal thing to do).

You were being insecure again.

And because of ratting Liam out for playing video games when he SHOULD be recording A.M.

And you got your phone taken away.

"Y/n!" You heard a voice say.

It was Niall.

He took you out of the bathroom and went to Liam.

You finally opened up to your brother again.

And now when you feel insecure, you listen to Little Things.

Zayn (Age 16) Bipolar depression: You were diagnosed with bipolar a long time ago. (A few months ago). And so far, you were doing good. You didn't get mad often.

That was until one day.

You woke up on the wrong side of the bed and started to yell at a lot of things.

Zayn thought it was hormones or something. (Why would every guy assume that?? Like, HELLO, we girls have feelings it isn't just horomones!)

You handled your bipolar very well.

"Y/n! Why are you yelling so much!" He asked.

"EVERYTHING IS A MESS!" You yelled.

"OH, SORRY!" Zayn yelled back.

Jeez, what is wrong with him? He never yells. MAYBE because you were yelling.

He was always kind to you. (Why am I doing this in past tense again, can't it be present tense?)

"Zayn. I am bipolar." You told him.

"Oh babe, why didn't you tell me?" He asked.

"I didn't know how." You said.

Now everything made sense to him, why you were so moody sometimes. And overly happy.

Louis (Age 15) OCD: You were VERY obsessed with cleaning. And because of that EVERYONE hated you.

"Hey, y/n, you know you don't have to clean everything, right?" Lottie asked you.

"I am just way too obsessed with it, probably ever since mum died." You said.

"I know it has been hard, but you have to stop over cleaning." Louis said when Lottie went to go with her friends.

"I know, but it is hard to stop when you are obsessed with something." You said.

"Well, how about this, I will do them sometimes, and you can still do them as chores, not as a hobby." Louis said.

You agreed. But you got out of your OCD, now you HATE them. Like hate your chores with a burning passion.