One direction BSM preferences

Part 2

Warning: Triggering. If you do self harm, PLEASE STOP. You are beautiful and awesome! :) And the boys wouldn't want you self harm.

Liam (Age 14): Your POV: I just don't really like myself. What is there to like about me? I am just fat and ugly. And worthless.

I started to cut, to feel something, not just emptiness.

And that helped a lot.

Liam is a good big brother, but he is busy all the time.

And I'm just there.

I also just started to throw up my food.

"Y/N, is everything okay?" Harry asked.

Crap, he heard me.

"Dude, I'm fine, just, a bit sick." I replied.

He went away.

"Phew." I said. "I hate my life."

Then he came back in.

"Oh my god, Y/N." He said.

"Please leave." I said.

"I won't. Does Liam know about this?" Harry asked.

"N-no." I stutterd.

"He needs to. First, let's get you in some bandages." Harry said.

He wrapped me up.

"Now, tell me, why did you do this?" Harry asked calmly.

"Well, what am I here for? I just ruin everything. I am worthless and ugly. No one likes me." I explained.

"No, no no, this isn't right. First of all, you don't ruin anything at all. We all love you. And you aren't ugly. You are very beautiful. And you are worthy. Don't ever do this to yourself. Ever." Harry said.

He gave me a hug.

"He's right. You are very beautiful." Liam said.

With the boys' help, I may just get through this.

Niall (Age 15): Your POV: Everyone found out that I self harm. And they are all trying to help me, but it is no use. I still have thoughts.

"Y/N, time for lunch!" Liam said.

"Okay!" I said.

He did the check of the scars thing. And we had lunch.

It was good. And I begged for chocolate. (The story of my life. Begging for chocolate).

"So, how are you doing?" Niall asked.

I wish I could self harm, but I can't. And this is my chance.

"I gotta go." I said.

I went to the bathroom and did it.

"Y/N, are you doing it again?"Liam asked.

"No, I am not." I said.

He went in and well, did the thing of cleaning me up.

And then sang Little Things.