One direction BSM preferences

74# You need him

TW: This involves a bit of suicide, and self-harm. But only on two of the prefs, nothing else.

Ages: Any

Zayn (Age 16): Your parents are very mean to you. And because of that, you hurt yourself.

You missed Zayn a lot when he's on tour.

He is always your rock, protecting you when you needed it.

But he's here a bit less now.

Until today.

"I'm home!" Zayn said, happily.

Zayn's sisters are moved out or something. Or they are in a different universe. We'll never know ;)

You were in the bathroom.

"Y/n?" He asked.

Crap, he's home.

"Uhm, dude, I'm using the loo." You said.

He came in.

"OH MY GOD, Y/N!" He said.

"It isn't what it looks like." You said.

He took a look at your wrists. And then got tears in his eyes.

"Why didn't you tell me? I'll get you out of here I promise." He said.

And he did.

Liam (Age 14): "Liam? Can we have a talk?" You asked.

It was when you decided to tell your brother about having suicidal thoughts.

He went up to your room.

"Yes y/n?" He asked.

"Uhm." You said, lost for words.

"It's fine, you can talk to me." He said.

You took it slowly and opened up to him.

"Y/n. Thank you for telling me before you actually did it. I will always be here for you." He said.

You two hugged for a long long time.

Louis (Age 10): Ever since you have started school this year, it has been really hard on you.

And to make it even worse, your parents were fighting.

You wanted your brother a lot, but he's always on tour.

"Hey guys?" You asked.

"Yes y/n?" Your mum asked.

"Can you help me?" You asked.

"I'm busy right now. How about asking Phoebe?" She asked.

"She's busy too." You said.

Everyone was busy and all you wanted was some help.

"Y/n, guess what?" Johannah asked.

"What?" You asked.

"Maybe Louis might be able to help you." She said.

"Really??" You asked.

She nodded.

Just then, the doorbell rang.

"Is that-" You tried to ask.

"Hey there mum!" Louis said.

He went over to you and your mum and hugged you both.

"Hello! Uhm, can you help y/n?" She asked,

"Always." He said.

He helped you out and you understood it with his help.

"Thanks Lou." You said.

"Your welcome." He said, kissing your forehead.

Harry (Age 12): Ever since your parents divorced, you'd been in Harry's custody.

But he isn't really the nicest to you.

And the boys are just, plain annoying sometimes.

"Harry, can you help me?" You asked.

"Go away. Can't you see that I'm busy?" He asked.

You got tears in your eyes and left him alone.

"Harry, did you see what you just did?" Zayn asked. "She needed your help."

He looked up at Zayn.

"So?" Harry asked.

Zayn went up to you.

"What have I done to him to make him hate me?" You asked.

"He doesn't hate you. At least I hope he doesn't. Let's go talk to him." Zayn said.

"Harry?" You asked.

"What is it again?" Harry asked.

"Why do you hate me?" You asked.

"I don't hate you." He said.

"Then why do you ignore me?" You asked.

"Look, I am stressed out with touring and stuff. And I need space. And I get angry. I'm so so sorry about all of this." He said, pulling you into a hug. "Now, what do you need help with?"

Niall (Age 13): Your parents hurt you. Like physically and mentally hurt you.

Your step mum would throw things at you. And even hit you.

And your dad would say mean and rude things at you.

Niall doesn't know because they are like the perfect parents when he comes to visit you.

But that all changed one day...

As your dad was calling you a sl*t and pretty much any word, Niall jumped in.

"Dad, what are you doing to y/n?" He asked.

"What does it sound like I'm doing? See, she's fat and ugly." Your dad said.

Niall took you with him.

"You will be on tour with me and you don't have to deal with this anymore." He told you.

You hugged him.

"Everything will get better. I promise." Niall said and kissed your forehead.