The teacher i hate

Part 22

Its been 5 weeks. We only have a week left of the holidays and i have to admit this had been like one of the best summers i have ever had. We were outside having barbecues like every night. Me and mr downey are on and off. One minute we are perfectly fine the next we argue then i go over his house and then we went up having sex and making up its a whole circle. I met a boy.... His name is andrew garfield Apparently he is starting school in September and he is gonna be in our class. I had to admit he was like incredibly handsome. We actually met on a walk around a lake near my house everyday we would do five laps of walking around the lake and talking. He only lives down the street from our block he has just moved back with his nan and grandad as he don't really get along with his parents.

This morning me and my mother and father had a argument over where i was going all the time. I told them i was meeting a friend. Jess. Of course i was lying because i was actually going to Roberts but they couldn't know that they would hate me so paul backs me up and tells my parents he sees me with her all the time. Zen thinks i have replaced her but I really haven't. Of course paul is my all time favourite friend but zen is my favourite girl bestie. My parents found out about me going in hospital and the house but they were more worried about me like any parent would be. Paul saved my ass once again though and said i lived in his sisters house for the week as she was a nurse. Paul dont even have a sister but it worked.

I was currently sat by the waterfall. Yesterday i argued with Robert again because to be honest i dont even remember why but he started to piss me off so i told him to fuck himself and i walked out of his house. I drove home and then this morning the argument with my parents so i just came here for peace and quite even though it was a Wednesday.

I stared through the water and to the forest and i see someone walking towards me and it was Robert. I roll my eyes and he sits down next to me on the blanket. None of us spoke but he did place his hand on my knee. I had to admit i was feeling tingles in places I shouldn't at this time as i was pissed off at him.

"School on monday. You exited to go back?" He asks.

"Yeah my new friend Andrew is starting and gonna be in our class so im quite happy for that" i reply.

I feel him tense a little but he turns my face around with his hand and kisses me softly. He pulls away after a few seconds though.

"Im sorry for arguing yesterday. You told me to fuck myself so i did. I gave myself a ha-" he starts.

"I dont want to know what you do when im not there" i laugh.

"Im sorry again. This is why we are not compatible or maybe we are but we argue a lot you are a cancer and i am a aries. It says on google that we work together and very well once we understand that we are very simular. We are very similar both stubborn sarcastic people who always want to be right" he says.

"Thats true. Im sorry too" i say.

He pulls me in and i hug him. I loved being in his embrace. He makes me feel welcome and safe. I know he is like twenty years older than me but i feel like its right.

"How come you are here on a wednesday?" He asks.

"I argued with mum and dad so i came here for fresh air" i say.

"Oh right good point are you coming back here Friday?" He asks.

"Of course i always do on a Friday" i reply.

"We have school monday and its hitting me that i cant be arsed to teacher teenagers anymore" he says.

"Come on mr downey stay working there for me. I love seeing you in suits everyday" he say with a smirk.

He takes my hands in his and smiles.

"Well if i wasn't working there i could ask you to be my girl" he says.

My girl? MY FUCKING GIRL! hit me with a bus oh my god.

"You alright?" He asks.

"Y-yeah. I think i better go home though i need to make up with my parents and im starving because i have been here hours" i say.

"I will walk you to the car" he says.

We walk hand in hand to the cars and i kiss him one last time before i leave. He drives the opposite way and i head home. I was scared to go back like when you have butterflies after an argument with your parents or family member and you have to face them. Yeah thats me right now. I was sat in my car for ages and i see i have a Teams message of Robert.

Mr d- i can already sense that you are still sitting in your car. Go in and you will be okay.

Gosh he knows me so well but i want to give him my number as i dont want anyone finding our messages.

Me- know me so well mr downey. Im going in

Mr d- good

I get out of my car and lock it walking inside. I walk to the living room and see them both sat on the sofa.

"Im sorry" i say.

They turn around a smile lightly at me.

"We are sorry too. We just didn't know you had a friend called Jess" my mother says.

"I do. Its hard to introduce you because you know her but one day i will and i will tell you the truth why its hard to introduce her" i say.

"We understand" my dad says.

I hug them both and head upstairs and i hear the boys talking in toms room so i knock the door.

"Come in!" Harry shouts.

"Hey. Its only me can i join your game?" I ask.

"Sure. Minecraft is boss so we are playing that. The spare remote is in the draw" paddy says.

I grab rhe remote and connect it. Its fun being friends with your brother but then its also fun when you actually get along with your other brothers that you normally bully 24/7. I just need to find a way where my life can decide to turn normal and i dont have to lie about 'jess' or Robert. Life is horrible