Hallie grace holland used to not mind maths until her old teacher quits and there is a new one brought in. Hallie hated this man so much and this man hated her. Everyday she had maths and everyday she dreaded going in because of the hatred between h...
Crying. Olivia haven't stopped crying in days. I have even cried with her. Im alone as Robert started back to school on Monday and it was now Thursday. I was actually currently feeding Olivia so she is quite for now but i Don't know why she is very upset. It might be because she cant see Robert throughout the day and its scary for her. Seeing two people 24 hours a day then hardly seeing the one because she goes to bed at 7 and he comes home at 4. It must be horrible i hate the feeling too.
"Want to go and see daddy?" I ask.
Of course she didn't reply she just looked at me with teary eyes. It breaks my heart to see her upset. She was nearly two months old i dont blame her for being upset.
I took her in my arms and carried her upstairs. I placed her in her vibrating chair without the vibrating on and put a blanket underneath her bottle. She is on normal baby milk now and she has actually taken it really well.
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She was actually smiling for now and it melts my heart. Who knew how much hard work but loving it would be to be a young mother. Im nineteen now its still young.
I placed her into the car seat in the front seat of the car and i sat in the drivers side. The whole was there she laughed at her dangling toy and made me smile.
Its weird pulling up in the school car park. I know its what i would normally do after the summer holidays but its weird. I will be starting work next month and i cant wait but I'm never nervous and don't exactly want to leave Olivia.
I place olivia into her pram and push her into school. Mr Renner and Mr Ruffalo was talking in the corridor and when they seen me their faces lit up.
"Well hello there. What brings you two beautiful girls into my ugly school?" mr renner jokes
"She misses her daddy. So do i" i say.
"Well luckily for you his Thursday is free but he is taking over the coming back students drama class for the whole day as their teacher isnt in" mr ruffalo says.
"Is that toms class?" I ask.
"Pretty much. Its all the gang and around five more students its a very small class. You are more than welcome to go and see him. Mr Ruffalo will show you the way" mr jenner says.
"Please" i say.
I take olivia out of her pram and grab her bag. Then mr Renner keeps it safe in his office as I didn't want to be pushing a huge pram around. We reached the Drama studio and Mr Ruffalo walks in.
"Just the man i needed take over the class a minute i need to phone Hallie to see how they are" i hear Robert say.
"No need" i say walking through the door.
"MY SISTER!" Paddy shouts.
"What are you lot doing in here?" I ask as i see all my brothers.
"Well we dont like maths so we said we were gonna see my brother in law" harry says.
"Yeah. No he isnt your brother in law yet sorry" i laugh.
"Well i hope it happens soon" tom says.
Robert walks over and kisses my lips and the other students that I didn't know awed and he picks Olivia out of my arms. Olivia starts crying and holds her arms out towards me.
"Come on liv give me a little break my arms are killing me. He is your daddy you have been crying for him all morning" i say taking her back into my arms.
"She is a mummys girl" Robert says.
"She has been crying for you all morning thats what i dont understand then when i said want to go and see daddy she hasn't stopped smiling until now" i say.
"She has seen my face maybe she just wanted to get out of the house" Robert says.
"Can i have a cuddle?" Zen asks.
"With liv or with me?" I joke.
"Both liv first" she smiles.
I hand liv over and she starts crying again so i make sure i show my face when she goes to someone else. When she was quite i sat down in Roberts chair and sighed.
"Long morning?" Sam asks.
"Oh you could say that. I love her to bits but she has been up since half five crying. Then i fed her and she went back to sleep so i did then Robert woke up to come to work and then I couldn't sleep. She woke up then about quarter to nine and cried until eleven so i fed her and now here i am" i say.
"Its gonna be hard being a mother. I know because my sister was in the same boat. She had her baby when she was twenty and even then she was snuggling. You have Robert and all of us and the block and your parents to help you out when you need it hals" mark says.
I put my head in my hands and i cry. I literally sob. Robert wraps his arms around me and i cuddle into him and sob into his chest but then i hear olivia cry. I stand up and place her in my arms and cradle her.
"See she feels your sadness" Robert says.
I look over to him and smile slightly and i see a mascara stain on his shirt.
"Sorry about that" i point at it.
"No problem nothing the washing machine cant fix" he says smiling.
" i think we better go. I will take her to target for a little walk or something and then i will head back home" i say.
"Okay" Robert says.
He kisses olivia on the head then gives me a peck. I walk down to renners office to get the pram and he helps me to the car. I place hallie into the seat and thank renner and then i drive to target. This target is huge. It's basically like a home bargains that we used to have in London but the American version and im loving it.
