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Love... What Is It? (3 X 8)

Romance

Welp, about time I started writing, I'm just so hard pressed for time. I guess we'll see where this goes... This is a 3(male) x 8(female) story, other ships and characters will be mentioned but not made a main focus. Thanks have a great day.

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Find Me

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by GoldCorvette

by GoldCorvette

3 POV

Even with 8 as my girlfriend, and her improving my mood, I was still depressed as hell. I hate this, this depression, this feeling of being so fucked up inside and unable to truly be healed, I wish, I wish I was gone. 8 seemed to notice my discomfort in her sleep, and nuzzled my chest, trying to calm me. I have something worth living for, but is it worth it if I don't want to live? Does it matter? 8 would be devastated, but she would be better off without me right? Maybe, maybe I'll do it, maybe...

Timeskippu 8 POV

   "Bye 3! See you soon!" I called as I went with the rest of the girls in the Splatoon for a mall trip, he didn't want to come, sadly, but I would get to see him after.
   "Let's gooooooo!" Marie and Callie said in unison.
   "Banzai!" Cheered the rest of us, minus Amy, she was being moody.

Shopping montage commence!

Jk, timeskip

We walked out of the mall, with way too many bags, but that was a females MO.
   "Can you drop me off at 3's building?" I asked, "he could be busy and I don't want to bother him."
   "You can just call him, I've seen the way he looks at you, he would drop everything to do what you ask." Marie said.
   "Which means you can be on top~" Callie snickered. I blushed and Marie conked her over the head.
   "Of course we can drop you off, we'll even all visit him to make sure he's treating you okay." Marina said.
   "Oh! He's been treating me very well! I really enjoy being with him." I replied.
   "Let's just hit the road yo!" Pearl shouted.

Another timeskip brought to by Liberty Prime. The ultimate freedom fighting machine!

We walked into the apartment after I unlocked it, and didn't see 3 anywhere.
   "3?" I called, walking in further, then I started hearing sounds, and they were coming from the music room.
   "Oh, he must be singing again." I said.
   "3 can sing?" Pearl asked.
   "Yeah, some of the words he used yesterday to... to defend us was the chorus of one of his songs." I replied
   "Cool" Marie said.
I walked into the music room, and heard what he was singing.

Another song! Enjoy! Or don't, whatever floats your boat.

"Give me the
Give me the
Popped eyes with the brain fried
And the mouth wide with the big flies
Got the rope tied
Let me flat-line
Let me have mine
Let me choke, croak, smoke
Coke all around
Folks all around
Pills, deals, wheels
Fuck am I doing
I'm not even moving
I'm not even thinking
My eyes moving but I'm not even blinking
I'm looking around I don't see nobody
All I see is darkness in the party
Over here, over there, everywhere
That I go, gotta act like I care
Just wanna get out
I just wanna get out
Can somebody let me out
I could end it all now but
What if they never find me

What if they never find me
What if they never find me
What if they never find me
What if they never find me
I could end it all now but
What if they never find me
What if they never find me
What if they never find me

God grant me patience
I don't hear no voices
This lifestyle's dangerous
I don't have no choices
Lost 10 pounds last 10 days now I'm down to 110
What was that
Are they going out
Are they coming in
Do they have friends
Can they all come back to the hotel room after the show dead
If my daddy was here he'd say son you better be a man
Shut up, I got this
I don't need you in my life
Let me see that fucking knife
*reaches for knife*
I don't need this fucking life
40 shows I've been on the road
I'm reaching all my goals
Spending all my cash on clothes
Fucking hoes at every show
Time now man I swear to God ill tighten up this rope
*grabs noose, then drops it*
But
What if they never find me
What if they never find me

What if they never find me
I can't just walk away
Something tells me to stay
I can't just walk away
Something's telling me to stay
I can't just walk away
No wait I want to stay
Please don't just walk away
Please don't just
What if they never find me

He shook his head, and raised the knife.
"NO!" I yelled, and leaped toward him.

3 POV

I was done, I was so, so done. I raised the knife, preparing myself then,
   "NO!" Then someone flew into me knocking the knife out of my hands and pinning me to the ground.
   "8... why did you stop me?" I asked
   "Because I love you 3, and I can't live without you." She said, tears threatening to spill from her eyes, "why were you trying to do this? Why?"
   "Because 8! I can still hear them!" I said, I was standing now, pacing.
   "Hear who?" She asked.
   "Everyone! All the people who hurt me, all of the screams and cries of agony, everyone I've killed, the cries for the help that never came when the orphanage went up in flames, I can hear them all. I can't sleep at night, the voices, the guilt keeps me awake, I fall asleep and my dreams haunt me, so I lie awake at night, I haven't gotten a night's sleep in I don't know how long. I get so stressed out, so I race, I race and I sing in order to keep some of the stress of my life off my back. You've made me so much better than I ever could have been, you've always seen my best parts, and I love you for that, but I can't... I can't go on like this." I replied.
   "Then stay with me, so that I can keep helping you." She said.
   "I can't 8, I shouldn't be alive." I responded.
   "You promised." She whispered, You promised you'd stay with me! You promised you wouldn't let anything hurt me! This hurts 3! You're trying to leave! Do you... do you not love me?"
   "I... I'm sorry." I said, "I have no excuse, I'm sorry for hurting you 8, I'm sorry for trying to leave, I'm sorry I broke my promises."
   "Then stay... please" she said, crying.
   "I will, I swear." I replied, then I kissed her, comforting her and calming my self with proximity and intimacy. When we pulled away, I gently wiped away her tears. She rested her forehead on my chest and punched me lightly.
   "Baka" she murmured, causing me to grin.
   "You love me." I said.
   "Yes, but you're still a baka." She replied.
   "Where did you even learn that word?" I asked, still grinning.
   "Something I called my younger brother all the time, he was kind of flighty." She said. I laughed,
   "Well, can't be helped I guess."
   "I hope I can make you better" she said.
   "You do, just by being here, thank you for stopping me." I replied. She just smiled and nuzzled me again, then we realized that others had seen the whole thing
   "Oh for fucks sake" I growled.

Wassup! It's ya boi! Aight, so that was another chapter, pretty damn good I think, let me know if I made any errors, or if you have feedback. Later gamers!

Oh, and please let me know what you think of my next story idea please. It would mean a lot. Thanks and have a great day/night!