There's summertime sadness
Tends to overfill with dope
Out of her chest, her heart is breaking
And her curly hair does nothing
But to wave at my soul
As if I was the one to blame for her existance
Empty as a hole
She found him, dancing all night
To the beat of his heart
Killing boys, willing to make him better
Both of them young as a sunrise
Failures come and go
Even if she stays the same
People are aware of what she has done
Meanwhile, I wanted to die
Out of this world
Where glitters are blood
And nothing feels right, no more
Please, save the date and save her soul
Please, pray for his ire and I promise I'll be gone
Please, stand by those who suffer the most
Problems are around my soul
What can I do to save my own life?
Just running away, he has a gun
She betrays me and I'm gone
Euphoria to the bones.Here I am
Listening to the sadness of my heart
A little light would shine on my head
That's the sound of your voice calling me
And I checked on your name on my bar
Suddenly, you apologize
Next, you killed me and I agonize
This is a letter to heal me but you won't care
The thought of this not working out
Has always been running through your head
You said you were lonely
So nothing really mattered ever
To be honest, I never liked you either
Leading me on was something that felt
Like stabs on my back
Like thorns on my mouth
Like blood on my hands
The audacity to tell me that you're sorry
And then to say that no one could ever love me
Makes me feel like dying
And burying myself with the darkest of the thoughts
It's a you problem
And then I'm nothing but boring to you
Words keep being written on my bar
I'm nothing but okay
In your eyes I could never be as pretty as you wish
In your eyes I could never be as lovable as you think
In your eyes I could never be as good as you
And here I am
Thinking about how funny and cool I seem to be
And how broken and destroyed you let me be.
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Blossoming
PoetryThere's a lot of courage involved in the process of feeling emotions. A constant development is needed to become a good person, and most of the times it's difficult to be one. It's okay to be mean sometimes, it's okay to be good others, but what rea...