There's a lot of courage involved in the process of feeling emotions. A constant development is needed to become a good person, and most of the times it's difficult to be one. It's okay to be mean sometimes, it's okay to be good others, but what rea...
Growing up is challenging. Thoughts and ideas start to change and develop into who we are turning for a better future. But what about us, excluding the "future" part? Are we ever going to turn into better people because of ourselves... Or just for the sake of pretending politeness?
It's stressful trying to peace everyone you are surrounded by. People expect nothing for you but to be good to them, whether is a good friend, sibling, child, anything. You just have to be good even if they are stepping on your emotional stability. Growing up and living in a world which system is killing us slowly, squeezing our souls to be functional human beings... We stopped being humans at this point. We are robots. We born, we study, we grow up, we have sex, we have kids, we die. That's what a human does, apparently.
It's painful when you don't want to do any of that. When you finally realize there's no system capable of controlling your wishes, but for some reason humans hate it when others find their way to peace. And that's where discrimination starts at any point given, especially when it comes to happiness. And we create this enemies in our heads, calling them "religion", "God" and "biology". These names is killing our love, our way of surviving. We live under a constant fear created by humans for humans. Because a person can't see another one being happy if that person is suffering. It's cruel, but it's real.
And blossoming is horrible because you get to deal with the enemies of your head and the enemies of other heads. Deal with unsteady minds, undercover by your friends' faces or even your own family. Blossoming is hard because you finally realize you were born to break the system, to not obey the laws of God. It's hard because blossoming is the process of turning into a flower, and life chooses whether you are a rose or a sunflower. Unluckily, there are some forsythias, misunderstood by daisies. You don't even get to choose your mission in this life, but people tend to make it harder so they can survive first.
Humankind is a chain, and anytime it will break.
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Based on thoughts, movies, ideas, personal journeys, whatever it was, I hope all of these had connected to you, the reader, in a really positive way. And spreading words of empathy and love could help others to keep surviving, just like for me, writing does.
