I want to say how much I love you
But I'm scared of you
Grumpy sir who killed his woman
Slowly through words bathed in poison
Who smiles on the outside
And is a demon in his house
Making his family to run away from him
Oh, he lost it all
As he deserves to
But my heart is still softened by him
That's why I want to say how much I love you
But I'm scared of you
For not accepting me at all
Pointing at my ideologies and making me feel alone
And I like this girl and you will see me in disgust
Slap me in the face and I'll be fine
Not the best of the kids you ever had
But this is me, and all I want is to say
Is how much I love you
But I'm scared of you.You grabbed my hand when I was a kid
Back on a Saturday afternoon
Where you showed me the beauty of your city
While I thought about the loneliness at my home
I asked for your name that day
And a magical box came to the rescue of the answer
Such a pretty name could never be forgotten
Even more when I met the love of my lifeYou grabbed my arm when I was a teen
Back in a rainy March
Where the smiles between us started to fade
While I thought everything was fine and tight
I asked for a reason of why you were leaving me
And a cold call told me you were tired and done
Such a feeling can't never be ovecome
Even more when I felt like losing the god of my soulYou grabbed my face when I was adult
Back in my birthday, cold London day
Where you promised me you'd be back in months
While I thought that believing you is all I got
I asked you to swear on my name you won't leave me
And a crying girl would go away without dinner
Such a syndrome this have been for my life
Even more when I was afraid of not seeing him againYou grabbed my head when I was dead
Back in October on a overdose
Where you never came back for me
While I deeply felt the urge to kill myself
I asked for the universe to never have met you
And I pray to it for not making us cross paths ever
Such a hate I feel towards you
Even more when the king of my world left me all alone.
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Blossoming
PoetryThere's a lot of courage involved in the process of feeling emotions. A constant development is needed to become a good person, and most of the times it's difficult to be one. It's okay to be mean sometimes, it's okay to be good others, but what rea...