Blossoming

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You killed the ones that I love
I desired nothing but for you to be killed too
But faith has it ways of being a friend
Slowly and in love, she told me about you
And as I fell for you I realized
That I'd kill anyone who search for revenge
Because only I can kill you with my love.

He's a kid, afraid of what's next
Aren't we all afraid too?
When running away seems the only option
You take it if you don't want to die

She's a kid, afraid of what's before
Aren't we all afraid too?
When forgetting seems the only option
You take it if you don't want to cry

I'm a kid, afraid of what's now
Aren't we all afraid too?
When living seems the only option
You take if if you don't want to fail.

In the middle of London
I smile at the gray sky
Never felt like home before
Until I saw his eyes
Following me to the museum
Right up to the castle on a hill
And dancing around the bridge
I probably found love
In the middle of London.

Always thinking about dying first
At the moment life says
I'll be making a decision with faith
I have it clear, I might kill myself
As long as I don't suffer
Thinking I'll be fine
I'd like to do it on a rainy day
Where the skies are crying because of me
And hell is opening up to receive me
And life is not so hard anymore
I don't want to do it on a sunny day
The most beautiful sunshine rays
Don't deserve to witness something so sad
I'm called selfish but I do think about the sun
How pretty she is to blessed me with her light
And how devastated she'll be if she sees me die
So I rather die on a rainy day
Already wet because of nature
Than to die on a sunny day
Where nature didn't give her a bleed way.

Pull out a sunshine
And the world is going to love you
But don't you dare to pull out a pouring rain
The world is going to be depressed because of you
And skies are going to blame you
For such unsteady environment you created
No one will understand how you managed
To be happy without thinking on someone else
Since I'm a star
Let me tell you
Pull out a sunshine
And start loving yourself.

I thought I found love
When you first talked to me
Saying I was pretty enough
To make you forget about her
But you didn't forget her
And I should watch you loving her
From the corner of a field
Where my friends would tell me
You weren't the one

I thought I found love
When you talked to me again
After a year of expecting a word from you
Silly me, I quickly continued the conversation
I never wanted you to be out of my life
So I turned into this person
For you to like me back
And my friends would insist
You weren't the one

I thought I found love
When you talked to me asking for a date
Happily I said yes
Never looked for the consequences of it
Walking in the middle of the night
The best kisses I ever had
You grabbed my hand and I felt like forever
But my friends would fight me back
You weren't the one

I thought I found love
When you took my virginity away
And I was okay with it
But the uncomfortable moments I'd rather forget
Saying to everyone I was the whore
Who pleaded you to have more
My heart broke in pieces trying to find peace
So my friends cried with me
You definitely weren't the one.

If I were to choose a city to live
It will be the one that makes me feel at home
Breath a pure nature of joy
Walk through its streets with no fear
Daydreaming with a happy life
Walking towards a castle in a dawn
Feel like a lost princess discovering the world
Oh, if I were to choose a city to live
It will be the one that makes me feel at home
I'm still looking out for it
And I wish to find it before I lose my hope.