I was taught, no, trained how to behave
To my mask and armor I was a slave
But all it needed was a single wave
To finally feel what I truly crave
You wore oceans in your eyes
And in your grace the skies
I was scared to swim and scared to fly
For our depths and heights I couldn't deny
I've always known how to keep my distance
Faced your love with nothing but resistance
But against my walls you will evermore win
Under the weight of your words they cave in
The line we walked was thin
It got out of my hands and under my skin
Too much to be just friends
Too late to make amends
The heart wants what the soul demands
Though I wonder, if we ever had a chance
Under surface, I let you sink in, deeper down
Is this how it ends, will I watch us drown
In waves of doubt you make me breathe
And see what hides underneath
A reef built from fear and hope and grief
When you leave, I've got nothing to believe
I need you like air and water
So I let your tide pull me under
I let your storm carry me away
Don't care if I see another day
If you're the ocean, I hope I'm a river
In your surge I would find my forever
At the end of my days we'd be together
All I did was take, let me be the giver
When I'll fall, would you be the ground
While breaking I'd be safe and sound
By losing my breath I'd be found
As my shreds you have bound
If we collide, there'll be no thunder or storm
Sometimes I wonder if I could be reborn
Inside I am torn, could you heal my wound
Are my prayers forlorn in the empty profound
If we ignite, there'll be no fire to mourn
Stopping being a liar, will be my dawn
For you, I want to be true and brave
And bury my armor in your grave
When I tied every atom of me
With yours, I would be free
We were walking on a wire
Would you dare, take me higher
When I fall for your oceans and skies
There'll be no disguise, no lies, no price
No more goodbyes, no tears in your eyes
Peace will rise as darkness dies
I got your heart
You'll get my soul
You tore me apart
I'll make us whole
music:
Island - SVRCINA
Water - Bishop Briggs
ocean eyes - Billie Eilish
Run River - Southey
Drown - HANDS
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By my side (Destiel Poems)
FanfictionLet me drown in your ocean tide, Let me burn in your graceful light, Let me fall in your highest flight, And tell me everything's alright, Say in the end you'll be by my side, Look at me just one last time, And let us pretend all will be fine.
