I hate you
I hate you so much
In feeling your last touch
With everything you leave
You are a thief
Your sacrifice took my death from me
It has been a friend, a possibility
Now I have no way out
So you wouldn't have died in vain
No matter how loud I shout
I can't get out this pain
You left me
You left me in a life where you're not in
Your greatest sin has got under my skin
Weren't you able to guess
You sold our happiness
Maybe mine is the same as yours
Washed away from our shores
Now it's like I can no longer breathe
Good for you, you had your relief
But how it pulled me underneath
And took with you all my belief
God is a bastard
God is a bastard who made us part
Got the end before the start
Why it's me who's still there
You left me in despair
Drowning in what we didn't share
It's you who broke me beyond repair
Absent when I need you the most
Blind to what I'm not ready to perceive
In the end I'll dance with your ghost
They say, anger is a phase of grief
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By my side (Destiel Poems)
FanfictionLet me drown in your ocean tide, Let me burn in your graceful light, Let me fall in your highest flight, And tell me everything's alright, Say in the end you'll be by my side, Look at me just one last time, And let us pretend all will be fine.