You don't care about gender or race
You care about me with all your grace
How could I ever be worthy of your love
Don't watch me from heaven high above
Can't you see, I'll never be a righteous man
There are times I don't even feel human
Rejecting your affection
I'm like poison, I'm infection
I was your dusk, you were my dawn
One day we must fall apart, be torn
Calling out to all Gods daughters and sons
In the end we are the shattered ones
Yesterday I died, tomorrow's bleeding
Gates are open wide, beyond believing
I carry your torches through the rain
Call my name, turn a flicker to a flame
Pretending has never been so hard
Take me home to my heart
By my own fears I've been overpowered
Considering myself brave I was a coward
Yet not enough to move forward
Or bet everything on one card
Keeping me save you were my guard
Find me in the night, take your part
When the world tears apart
And I can't see light in the dark
You are the kind of spark
Seeing me right from the start
Now I look at you
You changed me too
In your blue I drowned
Don't cut our bound
When your wings feel like stone
I wouldn't let you fall alone
I feel the way you do
You changed me too
Say, are we too far gone
Once again I left you undone
Wish I could keep your light from going under
At the horizon I hear the nearing thunder
You never knew, but I swear it's true
You changed me too
They say love changes everything
Hands and traces, earth and sky
The way you live and how you die
Plead the fifth, the reason you lie
'Cause words mean more
Pain is deeper than before
Your love I'm lost in
Your light I'm lusting
But it was me, I wasn't there
Of course you thought I don't care
It's not a game, no truth or dare
In the end life isn't fair
Day by day the water is getting colder
Left nothing but your mark on my shoulder
If only I have told ya, if only I could hold ya
My last hurrah would cry our hallelujah
But like in the night sky a distant star
I can't reach you, you are gone too far
And you never knew
That you changed me too
That I fell into your blue
That it's all true
I feel the way you do
It always has been you
YOU ARE READING
By my side (Destiel Poems)
Fiksi PenggemarLet me drown in your ocean tide, Let me burn in your graceful light, Let me fall in your highest flight, And tell me everything's alright, Say in the end you'll be by my side, Look at me just one last time, And let us pretend all will be fine.
