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Chapter 1

Squizz. Push. Squizz. Push again. Haih. You are getting tired with all the pushing from your front, back, left and right. But you can't give up. You need to keep stay in line. You keep reminding yourself that. Never give up! This is the time that you've been waiting for. You must deal with it. Only a few minutes more. You need to keep fighting till the end. Fans at the venue also are screaming non stop.

It is so out of control now. So chaos. The fans didn't care about each other anymore. They don't care if someone gets hurt anymore. All of them want the same thing, same objective to agree facing all these. The weak one will go out from the line while the strongest one stay in line. Its like a war!

Organizers try to control the situation but failed. They keep on saying 'No pushing no pushing' but didnt do anything instead until one of the security blows his whistle that makes everyone stunt.

'LINE UP PROPERLY OR ELSE WE WONT START THE TICKETING SALE' The woman with black shirt shouts to make sure her voice is louder than all the fans.

'Numbering system!!' Fans here and there keep shouting, still pushing and trying to maintain their line. The woman nods, to show that she understands what the fans want and ask the fans to calm down.

'Relax. All of you will get the ticket' she still try.

'Noo! Its only 50 tickets how on earth all of us will get the ticket!' One fan shouts from the back. And in 1 second the situation become chaos again.

There is no other choice, you really have to push so hard to get into the line. After 1 hour squizzing and pushing each other you get into the line for got7 first anniversary fanmeeting ticket. You get the number 45 and 5 more fans, it is full.

Almost half of the fans didnt get into the line. Some were crying and screaming while leaving the venue. Some even curse at the organziers and show some unrespectful manners. But they cant do anything. Everything had been decided by JYP. You feel sorry for them but you cant do anything. Half of your heart blame JYP for providing only 50 tickets and half other is happy because thats mean you can get more closer with the boys. Mark... jb... jackson... jr... bambam... yugyeom... youngjae... wait for me! You cant explain the happiness that you are having that time but your face and your smile can tell obviously that you are having such a happy day.

Walking back home alone keep kissing the ticket that you just bought, humming and singing got7 songs, you dont even think about the situation that you will face at home later.  Your home where you dont feel like home. Your step mother, your dad that you think never love you, your step sister and brother. All you ever know is, you are going to the got7 first anniversary fanmeeting in 3 weeks more. That is your happiness and you dont want to let anyone ruin it.

You arrive at your home, a modern bungalow house that is so elegant but full with hatred. Sigh. You keep your ticket in your bag before push the gate and walk in. Your step mother, brother and sister cars are now around. It means only your dad at home because you see your dad's car park at his usual place. Slowly, you open the door and saw your dad is sitting on the couch, reading the letters.

'Where have you been?' He asked without even looking at you while open up new letter.

You bows and greets him as usual before give him the answer. 'I walked home today i didnt take the bus,'

'Why? Where are all the money i gave you?' He looks at you, straight into the eyes.

You dont know what to tell him. You dont know how to tell him.

'You think i didnt know you keep on drinking and having fun with your friends! You even ask your sister to borrow her money! And now you said you dont have enough money to take the bus! Do you think i work only to feed you?!'
You try to make an eye contact with him.

'But I didn't drink or going out with friends, dad. I also didnt ask for Lena's money,' You try to correct your dad's impression towards you.

'Ohh this is your attitude now? I wonder how will you react to your mother if im not around when she talks to you!' He starts raising his voice.

You just stay still, bitting your lower lips. Stay silent and accept whatever word your dad throw at you. It is actually the good way. You realize you shouldn't answer him just now. But after all, you have to tell him the truth whether he believes it or not.

'You are useless! Troublemaker! I hope i know why your mom died and leave you. She should just bring you together,' He said without thinking about your feeling.

You break the eye contact, don't dare to look at him anymore, to show him how disappointed you are on what he just said. So you just stare at the marble floor trying to calm down and try to hold your tears. If only he knows the money that he left for you, once in a month, was taken by his wife. She gave you only a bit which can last for 2 days and take the rest.

'Go! I dont want to see your face'

You walked away as fast as you could, still trying to hold your tears. Once you reach your room, you lock the door and cry. Life can be so unfair. Not even once you have the chance to tell him the truth. The treatment that you receive from your step family. For 17 years. Not even once.

Sometimes you feel tired, you want to give up but you cant. He is still your dad and you dont want to leave your dad with those people even you know your dad wish you to leave.

You left a heavy breath. Slowly you wipe your tears and go into the bathroom to take a shower. You fill your bath tub with water and dip yourself into it for a few minutes.

You never meet your mom. She died because of giving birth to you. For 17 years you dont even remember receiving full love and attention from your dad. At your 4 years old birthday, your dad marry your step mother which also has 4 years old daughter and 6 years old son. And until then you live with them, totally being ignored.

Before you go to bed, you take a look at your ticket and smile. You have been saving for 3 months for any possibility got7 events. So now you will meet them soon and that it the only thing that makes you smile on that day.