Latent feelings | Tae/Yeongyu

07

events from past but it's yeonjun's perspective.

yeonjun's pov:

beomgyu stood there, looking around in awe with his beautiful big eyes. i chuckled and scared him from behind.

"i'm telling you choi, you'll give me a heart attack someday"

"do you like it here?"
"i love it!"
"let's go look around more"

we walked together until that red haired came and beomgyu froze. I was worried the next thing beomgyu would do is drool. I rolled my eyes. "choi beomgyu, good to see you made it, looking forward for a tough competition", taehyun stated. beomgyu nodded awkwardly.

why is he nodding?

I chuckled at beomgyu's cuteness. taehyun went away.

I felt awkward, and laughed shaking beomgyu up, "earth to a dummy!"
"i'm here, i'm here"
"i know, but are you, really?"
no, he probably isn't. he probably is still with taehyun.
"I just didn't get enough sleep last night"
sure, beomgyu.

in class, he continued to stare at taehyun, not a single second when he wasn't staring at him. during break, taehyun walked towards beomgyu, beomgyu looked away and started chugging his food in. taehyun bent down and asked, "do you mind moving a bit?", beomgyu nodded and shifted. did he forget i am here?

the environment changed to become so weird, beomgyu wasn't eating at all.

"beomgyu, why didn't you take tomatoes? your plate seems empty", taehyun placed his tomatoes in beomgyu's plate. beomgyu looked around nervously. what the hell does he think he is doing!?

I rolled my eyes and kept the tomatoes back in taehyun's plate. "it's empty for a reason sometimes, he doesn't like tomatoes", taehyun glared at me. what? is he jealous for not knowing things about beomgyu?

beomgyu sighed, "i can eat it once in a while", beomgyu said, eating one from taehyun's plate.

I glared at beomgyu and stood up, "thanks, I've lost my appetite", I walked away.

what does he think I am? what does that make me now? he keeps changing for the red haired and I hate it.

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I can't help but accept his dumb apologies even when I know he'll continue to do these changes just for the sake of impressing that taehyun. do we have to impress someone to make them love us? i don't think so.

kai meddles at the most wrong time possible. i just wanted some love, come on choi beomgyu.

both of them were talking about beomgyu being the only person taehyun follows on Instagram, is that a big deal? no, but why do i feel raged? that's because I don't like taehyun and that's just because beomgyu changes himself for him. that's it.

it was the music class, me telling beomgyu about how a correct person won't make him feel miserable didn't sound very promising. his correct person was taehyun, which wasn't really his correct person, I believe.

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there was a knock at my door,
"jun, are you awake?"
"yeah, come in, what's up?"