Mercy on my Soul

TWO

Letting out a soft yawn I turn over only for my hand to hit something. I open my eyes confused as my eyes go into Ryder's. He was watching me with amusement. I realized I had hit his chest and I pull my hand back while giving him an apologetic look. "I'm sorry," I mumble. He pulls me on top of him and I felt weirded out about being on top of him let alone naked. I started to squirm and he grips my waist with a little more force. 

"Stop moving," He spoke clearly. I stop but my body started to slowly shake while being under his gaze. He takes in my face with a long sigh. I watched as emotions flipped through his eyes. I desperately tried to read his mind even though I knew I never could. I glance at the clock and jump out of bed. I grab my phone to see a dozen messages from Quill. I sigh. Realizing what I did, I turn to Ryder slowly. He was propped up on his elbow as he watched me with a hint of anger and then confusion. "Something wrong?" I look back down at my phone to see Quill's number popping up. I look back at Ryder and gulp. 

"I'm sorry," Before he could reply I answer the phone. "Hey," 

"Azura? What the hell? I've sent you over a dozen messages and tried to call you a million times. Where the hell are you?" I take a deep breath and turn to the bathroom. I walk in and lean on the counter. 

"I will explain to you when I get home. Okay?" 

"Yeah, and when will that be?" I swallow harshly. 

"I'm not sure yet. I'll message you," He sighs. 

"Okay," I let out a sigh. 

"I love you," 

"I love you too princess," The phone goes dead and Ryder stands in the doorway of the bathroom. I look at him as I set my phone on the counter. 

"I'm sorry. That's my brother. He was wondering why I didn't come home last night." He tilts his head before looking away from me. 

"There are clothes in the closet for you to get dressed in." I give him a confused look. 

"You mean your clothes?" His eyes go back on mine. 

"I mean clothes for you." I walk up to him and he steps aside. I go to the closet and open it. One side had his clothes but the other side had brand new female clothes that were just my size with the tags still on them. I was trying not to be weirded out by this but it wasn't working. I turn to him for an answer. He crosses his arms. "Something you don't like?" 

"I haven't actually looked at the clothes," I mumbled. 

"So what's the problem?" I glance back at the closet. 

"They are my size?" 

"I had someone go out and get them last night. I guessed your size and I guessed right. Pick an outfit and meet me in the shower. We need to leave soon." 

"Leave? Where are we going?" 

"To your house. You said your brother was concerned. Unless you don't want to?" I shake my head. 

"My house please," He nods and turns to the bathroom. "Ryder?" He looks at me. "Thank you," He walks into the bathroom and I look into the closet. I found a black silk blouse with a grey cotton pencil skirt. I nod at my choice before I realized I had no underwear or a bra. I set the clothes on the bed while grabbing him out some grey washed blue jeans and a black t-shirt. I grab him a clean pair of boxers and walk into the bathroom after setting the clothes on the bed. I walk into the shower and he turns to me. His eyes on me started to make me feel uneasy. I start shaking and look down. 

"Azura?" I look up at him and he motions me with his finger to come to him. I take a step towards him and his arm goes around me. His eyes filled with lust. I gulp at the thought of going through what I did last night. His hands found their way to my ass and he picks me up causing my leg to wrap around his waist. He slides himself in me easily and I hiss as I grip his shoulder. He presses my back to the wall and thrusts himself in me hard. I let out a yelp and bite his shoulder. He continued with the roughness and I dug my nails in his skin causing him to bleed. He didn't seem to mind much. When he was done he kisses me roughly as he pulls out. He kept my body pressed against the wall as he stared at me for a while. Eventually, he sets me back down and turns his back to me. I look at the damage I did to his shoulder and his back. It was pretty bad but he didn't seem to notice. "Something you'd like to say?" He said with his back still to me. I was wondering how he knew I was watching until I realized he was using the shower panel to see me.