Mercy on my Soul

FOURTEEN

"Seriously Azura?" I stop walking to the car and turn to Ryder who was looking mad. I fold my arms. "It's been a week. How long are you going to keep this silent treatment up?" I turn around and finish walking to the car. Before I could open the door he pinned me to it roughly. I hissed because the bruises from a week ago still felt fresh. "I demand you to talk to me, damn it." I turn my head slightly to the left to look away. "Baby," He said softer. 

"Can we go home please?" I whisper. He sighs and lets his arms drop. I open the car door quickly and look out the window as he gets in. Memories from that night flooded in. 

"You were doing so damn good but then you decided you wanted to disobey me? For your fucking ex?" Ryder roars as he throws me on the bed roughly. It was the first time in a while that I was completely scared of him and what he had planned. He digs in the closet for something and my eyes go wide as I see a rope. He walks up to me and rips me off the bed and pulls my clothes off of me. He grabs my hands roughly and ties them together tightly. I hiss and he glares at me. "I don't want to fucking hear you." Using the rope tied to my hands he yanked me in the middle of the room and connected the rope to the hook on the ceiling. After months of looking at it confused as to what it was for, today I got my answer. My feet barely touched the bottom causing the ropes to tug at my wrists. He grabs out his pleasure box and I watched. He grabs the bandana and walks over to me. He ties it around my mouth tightly. I let out a whimper. "I'm going to make sure you never disobey me again." He said as he grabs out his taser from the box. I look at it with wide eyes. I shake my head as tears fall down my cheeks. 

"Please," I said but it was muffled. A sting on my thigh causes me to let out a muffled yell as the leather whip retreats.

"I said I don't want to hear you," He hits me again with it and every time I scream that was only heard inside these walls. He sets the wipe down on the bed and walks around me. "I told you not to get involved and yet you stopped me anyway. You asked for this. This is the last time I have to punish you for that stupid waste of space trash you call an ex. He will not get another chance to touch you or even talk to you. I will empty out my barrel into his skull without a blink and walk away with a smile," He said in my face. Tears streamed down my face making it hard to even see him but I didn't care much. The taser touches my thigh and I scream. He moves it and I close my eyes. After a second he touches me with it again. After ten times he sets it on the bed. He strips out of his clothes and goes in front of me. He picks me up causing my legs to wrap around him. "You want to act like a whore and cheat on me with your ex? I will show you exactly how I treat whores," He enters to me roughly and I yelp. His grip was anything but gentle. He launched inside me and I wanted to beg him to stop but I couldn't. Just when I thought he was done he grips my neck and I gasp. His grip was tightening as he launched into me. I felt myself getting ready to blackout but before I could I felt him cum inside me. 

Tears streamed down my face and I wipe them as I realized we were halfway there. When we get in the house I went straight to Rose's bedroom. She opens the door and looks at me with a smile. "How was work?" She asked as she lets me in. 

"It was fine," She shuts the door and locks it. We walk to her bed and lay in it. She throws on the show Psych. I take a deep breath as I glance down at the softer black and blue marks on my wrists. I pull my sleeves down more and look up at the TV. A knock on the door catches my attention. 

"I'm not letting you in Ryder," She yells. 

"Rose, you have company," Ryder said from outside the door. Rose gives me a confused look as she stands up. She opens her bedroom door and Ryder sees me but walks away. Arlo stands in his place and Rose crosses her arms. 

"Well, come on in. I'm trying not to let the rats in," She said a little louder for Ryder to hear. Arlo takes a step in before turning to her. She shuts the door and locks it. Arlo looks at me. His eyes go back on her.