Hate & Love

Memories

It was Christmas Night, I was currently in the car waiting for Moni to come out of the corner store. She's still keeping the details of this date a secret. I just hope it's not no overnight type shit because I got to make this drop tomorrow.

She finally came out the store with a bag in one hand a cup in the other. She got in the car and gave me the bag of snack.

"I knew you prolly wanted something to eat.", she said. "You gone tell me where we goin?", I asked her.

She shook her head no. I ain't never been one for surprises so this really frustrates me. But then again everything has been frustrating me lately.

Moni is my girlfriend after years of crushing on her and nothing feels the same. My friendship with Shay is on rocks because there's something there between us that hasn't been there before. Chief is a grimy ass nigga, and trying to find out how to kill him without shit backfiring isn't easy. My head is all over the place and I can't concentrate on what really matters, because I don't know what really matters at this point.

"What's on your mind?", Moni pulls me out my thoughts. "A lot".

"Well I'm listening.", I want to share with her everything that's been eating me up, but I can't.

Moni doesn't like the shit that I do and letting her know all my problems would only burden her. I feel so fucking guilty, Moni is so innocent. She shouldn't have to worry about a nigga being out doing shit that could get them killed. She most definitely shouldn't have to worry about somebody cheating on her.

I hate myself right now. I should have kept my feelings at bay. But I'm a go getter.

"Just tryna figure out why shit had to change for the worst. My momma died and everything around me crumbled down.", I half lied.

"Baby I know it hurts to think of what could've been, but you got to except things for what they are and make the best out of what you can.", she said.

Shit I'm trying.

I didn't say anything else. I just let her drive until we got where she was taking me.

JONES BOTANICAL GARDEN

That's where she brought us for our Christmas date.
I haven't been here since the last Christmas I had with my mom. 3 weeks later she was gone.

I've always wanted to come here when I was little. I loved how they turned nature into art, it was beautiful. During Christmas they really go all out. From fake snow to millions of Christmas lights.

It was nice for Moni to bring me here. "Do you like it?" She asked and I answered her with a kiss.

I let my lips explain how grateful I was. The kiss was slow and passionate, her lips moved in sync with mines. She opened her mouth to let my tongue clash with hers.

When we pulled apart, she looked me in my eyes with lust laced in hers. I smirked, "You tryna get yo pussy ate ainny?", she laughed.

"funny how bringing you to a garden make you fold, aint you supposed to be hard?", I kissed my teeth.

"Not too much on me, you know imma sucker for old memories", I grabbed her hand and we walked to the entrance of the garden. She presented our tickets to the gatekeeper and they let us in.

For the rest of our date; we shared laughs, kisses, stupid stories, etc. I loved how at home I feel when I'm with Aamoni.

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Moni's Pov-

We finally got back to Dee's house after leaving the botanical garden. I was happy that the date went how I wanted it to go. If she would've left while we were walking through the garden I would've beat her ass for sure.

We walked into her room and I was met with a bunch of gifts laying on her bed. I was shocked, I knew she said she got me some stuff but i didn't think she got this much.

"Oh my god", I looked at Dee and she smiled at me.

"Go open them", she said. She got everything I ever showed her. Designer clothes, shoes, purses, make-up, and jewelry. I was beyond astounded.

"Thank you so much", I said and gave her a quick kiss.

I pulled away but she grabbed my waist and brought me towards her lips once again. This time she deepened the kiss. Letting her tongue explore my mouth, she moved her hands down to my ass squeezed it roughly making me moan in her mouth. I feel myself getting wet in my panties. This is about to be a fun night.

I pull her over towards the bed and I sit on her lap. she buries her face in my neck. Her lips gently brushing over my sweet spot, making me shiver. She sat down on the bed with me on her lap. I broke the kiss and pulled my shirt off.

Her eyes stayed on mines, there was so much intimacy in this moment I could stay like this forever. I help her take her shirt off and she instantly smashes her lips against mine again. Her hands roaming over my skin, sending shivers through my body.

The throbbing between my legs was becoming unbearable. I wanted to be touched...I needed to be touched. I got of her lap and slowly began to strip out of the clothes that hid my body.

My body tensed under her gaze, she grabbed me and quickly had my back against the bed with her body between my thighs. Her lips on my neck, leaving sweet gentle kisses on my sweet spot.

A moan escaped my lips as she connected her mouth to my nipple. My back arched off the bed and the throbbing that I didn't think could get worse, got worse.

"Dee I need you", I breathed out wanting her to touch me in my foreign place.

"Where do you need me?", instead of answering her, I grabbed her hand and guided towards the part of my body that needed her the most.

"Fuuckk", I let out as Mercedes let her fingers massage my clit.

After giving both of my nipples attention, she started leaving kisses down my stomach until she reached my private area.

"Oh shit", Dee connects her warm mouth with my soaking wet pussy. Her fingers massaging my vagina and her tongue flicking over my clit in irregular motions.

Moans escaped my mouth as I tried to control my urge to cum all over Dee's face. I tried running but I was met with a sting on my thigh. "Stop running", Dee said before burying her face in my pussy again.

I let out a scream as I felt her fingers plunge into my core. I felt my stomach tighten as she fucked me with  her fingers and her mouth sucked on my clit.

"I-I can't hold it Mercedes", she began to suck harder and her fingers were pumping in and out of my pussy at a faster pace.

The only thing that could be heard were my screams and the wetness of my pussy. Dee kept her mouth on my clit and her fingers slowed as I rode out my orgasm.

"You're too good at that", I breathed out

"Im good at other things too", she said with a smirk on her lips.

I tucked my bottom lip between my teeth, "Show me"