Finding You

I miss her

Time skip - 16 years

Scarlett POV

Not a day goes by where I dont think about y/n.

I always try to picture the perfect little bean she would be today. My heart still aches every day.

I've told my close friends, like Elizabeth olsen, Chris evans and the rest of the marvel cast about y/n, they always try to cheer me up and take my mind offve her, but no matter what they do, there's always that massive weight I feel stuck on my shoulders, breaking me bit by bit.

I mean, I have my little 6 year old , Rose, who alwayskeeps me busy on my feet. But nothing can keep the thoughts of y/n away for long. Rose doesn't know about y/n yet, I figured I should wait till she get a bit older to the point she can actually understand the situation before telling her.

It's almost been 16 years since that day. Meaning she would be 16 YEARS OLD in 2 days. My little girl, I hope you're okay, out there and doing well.

I sigh as I think about how I never got to hear my girls first words, or watched her take her first steps, or hear her first laugh. I never got to give her, her first feed, I never got to bring her home, I never got to give her, her first bath. I never got to cuddle her when she has nightmares. I never got the chance to hold my baby when she was sick. I never got the chance to get to know this amasing little person.

A tear slips down my cheek as I think of all the wonderful things this girls could have done.

Y/ns POV

"Heyyyy y/bff/n" you chuckled holding your phone to your ear.

"Hey y/n, sooooo did you get the okay?" She asked

"Hmmmm" u replied with a sad face

"What, OH COME ON you're almost 16, they have to let YOU. ITS YOUR SPECAIL BIRTHDAY" your friends argued

You chuckled to yourself before yelling "I GOT THE OKAYYY"

y/bff/n Squealed down the phone in response.

"Okay so I'll drive my dad's car, he said I can, and we will stay in a hotel that night okay" she said

"Absolutely" you replied with a giant grins across your face.

You and your best friend have been obsessed with marvel for years. Your parents were very strict with you and rarely let you go out unless it was to school or a family members house.
You found out that the marvel cast were coming to England for a meet n greet type thingy majig, and then you found out it was on your birthday as well, so you thought it would be the perfect opportunity.
You had been a really big fan of Scarlett Johansson for a long time, who doesn't love a Russian badass spy, and when you found out she was going, it made you want to go even more, so you pestered your parents day in and day out about 'an event' until FINALY
YOU GOT A YES.

I love Scarlett Johansson so much, there's just something about her. Loads of people have to me I look like a splitting image of her as well which I find quite ironic because she's my favourite MCU character.

You needed the phone call with you friend after saying your goodbye, and ran downstairs.

"Hi mom" you said

"Hi kid, so who's going to this romcom" she asked

"Oh just me and a few friends from school, and of course y/bff/n" you said and a small smile formed on your face as you lied about there being more than just the 2 of you.

"Mhm, what meet n greet is it" she asked, "it's not a big one" you lied, "just some new movie that's coming out soon". You new that If you told them about it being marvel they wouldn't let you go, you don't know what their problem is but they seem very guarded of you when you are in public places, especially when there are thousands of people there.

I felt a quick jab in the heal of my foot making me jump.

"AHH OW"
you turned around to see none other than your 11 Year old sister. You saw her skateboard slowly moving away from your foot.

"OW you little shi-" you started before being cut off by your dad

"Y/N LANGUAGE" he yelled

"What, she just rammed her skateboard into my foot" I explained with defensiveness in my tone

"It was probably an accident, stop being such a wuss" you dad replied.

"UGHH" you groaned as you stomped back to your room.

I honestly hate these people, I know that's a horrible thing to say about your family but like they don't even have any similarities with me. They all have dark brown hair, with brown eyes. And my dad and sister both have a wonky looking nose. They look nothing like me, and they even occasionally treat me like I'm some outcast, not to mention the strict rules they have for only me. Like what did I even do to make them become so harsh.

I lay down on my bed and thought about meeting the marvel cast. How awesome it would be to shake scarlet's hand. She's so pretty.

Soon enough I find myself slowly zoning in and out of consciousness, until finally, I fall asleep.