So Far...Yet So Close...

Week 2

2/14/2022- Monday

Happy Valentines Day Mi Amor!!!

I just got home from work once again....It's been an emotionally challenging day. I've been feeling homesick day.. in a way that coming home does not help. I am homesick in a way where i miss being and sleeping in your arms. I miss your hugs and kisses. I've been wanting physical touch but only from you. My mom has tried to give me a hug but I've only been giving side hugs and same at work. I really loved the teddy bear made out of roses it, it makes the room pop up and the candy in the little heart shaped basket are so good! I really enjoyed them! Thank you so much for always showing me you care even if we are miles and miles and miles away mi amor <3

Today I went to work and my boss instantly told me that I looked like crap. Eventually, we where having a conversation in which I showed them the gifts you sent me and he was like that so cute. I was like yea... I really wish I could get a hug of his as a valentine though and he was like... isn't he home? I was like no, he's in Korea already. He stayed quiet then said 'Is that why your emotions and focus been on and off? I've noticed that the past few days and specially today.' I just stayed quiet and he was like 'I'm here if you need to talk'. In full honesty I don't want to talk. I don't want to talk to anyone about anything other than to you... I feel homesick T-T. 

My mom asked me to be her valentine today because she didn't want me to spend the day alone. We went out to American steakhouse and we ate there and spend some time bonding. After that I went into work in which I was suppose to close however, they didn't let me because 'I looked like crap'... I was only pale because of the consistent blood lose from my nose. My nose has been bleeding consistently for the past month or so and it is taking a troll in my daily life now. I stayed until 10 pm then came home. I stopped by McDonalds for some nuggets and soda. I came home and now we on the phone video chatting. I'm about to go to sleep as it's 11 pm and I work tomorrow. 

I Love You Amor! 

Sweet dreams <3 

2/15/2022- Tuesday

Heeeeeyyyyy! 

I'm home! Today seemed so long! Time at work was dragging by it was so slow at the store but I am finally happy and I can finally talk to you! The best time of my days :D

Today I woke up early and did some little self care routine and took a long shower. After my long shower I went to work and arrived early. Which gave me time to not only prep my room for the session but I was able to talk to my boss about the open house that is going to take place next Friday. I went to my second job after that job which went by so slow. Today was just a long day. 

Anyways it was a simple day and the best part is I get to talk to you at the end. So I'm going to listen to you and get some rest since I'm super tired. 

Goodnight mi corazon <3

2/16/2022- Wednesday

Hello mi amor,

Today was a long long day. I woke up in a nightmare... took a shower and was almost late to work. My patient arrived crying and continued to cry for 20 consistent minutes. Finally after he calmed down session ran smoothly. I had supervision today which didn't make my day any easier. I finally got out and went home to pick up my laundry and papers. I headed to my mom and I've been doing laundry ever since I arrived here. I ate some homemade burgers my older sister made. I helped the little sister do homework and it took me back to when I was doing national competitions of excel >V<. 

The best part of my day was being able to talk to you on the way home and on the way to my moms. You always make me smile and I love watching you smile, it lights up my day. I'm currently texting you but unfortunately we can't video chat since you are in a bus headed to wherever your room is going to be now that you're off quarantine. I can't wait to see your room and for you to settle in. I'm so happy you finally get to see Korea and not just a room in Korea. You looked so happy by the news of you leaving the quarantine room.