So Far...Yet So Close...

Week 10

4/11/2022- Monday

Hey baby,

Today was a rough day.. It was super long too. I couldn't really sleep much last night once again. I fell asleep for an hour and it turn out that I overslept 10 minutes of my shift. I arrived at work late knowing darn well I was in trouble. Boss is pretending I am invisible.. She hadn't even said hi. Her silence says it all. I kind of wished I had just not shown up at all. If I'm going to be treated like that... 

I finally left the center and she still did not address me. I had a home session today and it went pretty smoothly. Kid had family over and it was a little hard to keep him on task but I am nonetheless proud of him for following thru the schedule. 

I left work and I came home right away. I did not want to talk to anyone. I had never felt so happy to be home since you left. I just wanted the comfort of my bed and silence and peace. They are disturbing that a lot lately. 

You are out doing land navigation today and yesterday you had gas chambers therefore I am assuming it is training week. Shit part is I don't get to talk to the person I love the most in this whole universe aka you amor. 

That's okay though, because I cana bet my ass I will wake up to your call <3
Goodnight Mi Amor!

4/12/2022- Tuesday

Heyyyyyyyy baby!

I was right?! I woke up to a call of yours <3. I was so tired in the morning. I once again did not sleep well. I woke up to your first call and i got up and ready for work. I then layed back down and you promised to call me to wake me up and you did <3 That means the whole world to me.. the fact that even though you are miles and miles away you still be looking after me <3
Thanks to you I made it to work on time mi amor. 

Thank you so much mi corazon. Work went by so smoothly today and thankfully fast. The traffic home was terrible but that is because we have had winds of 40mph todday and there has been a ton of accidents. </3

I finally made it home and made myself some food to eat. I made me meat with some rice. Food used to taste so much better when you are here. I talked to you on the way home and that brightened up my day soooo much. I needed to hear my baby's voice its so calming and loving.

I am currently just sitting in bed after eating. I wonder if we will be able to talk tonight. I really hope we do <3

I'm taking a nap amor. 

Sweet Dreams <3 

4/13/2022-Wednesday

Hey Amor, 

Today was a good day. It was take your beanie or favorite hat day a work. I woke up early and got ready. We took a shower together after a long night. We called before you went to sleep. I headed to work. Today work went so smoothly. It was a fun day at work today. I left work and headed to papa johns. Work went by little slow but it went by alright crew made it go by fast. Honestly was a good day but it felt so short and felt like I got nearly nothing done.. IDK 

I know I wont be able to talk to you tonight as you are in training right now and I miss you a lot. 

I love you amor!
Goodnight handsome <3

4/14/2022- Thursday

Hellowww sexybutt! 

Today was a good day as well. Today was 'rainbow or tie dye' day at work. I didn't have much rainbow but I wore pretty colorful today. At work today the first kiddo cancelled since they where sick. I only saw my afternoon kiddo. Honestly neither him or myself felt like working much. I tried something new with the kiddo. We did art painting and it was mainly rainbow themed. I mainly based session on acceptance. It is acceptance week and I think both the kiddo and I could use that free day to accept ourselves in different levels. 

I then headed to papa johns and work went by fast. Honestly I did not feel time go by fast. I felt like I was on top of everything today. I got things done and I headed home as soon as possible. 

I'm on the video chat with you right now. I feel so happy because I get to talk to you! ^v^ I'm going to talk to you instead of writing more. 

Te amo corazon <3

4/15/2022-Friday

Elooo Amor!

I woke up to message from my boss. Both of my kiddos cancelled since it is good Friday. I honestly slept in when I found out I did not have to go to work. I went to work at papa johns and the time went by really slow. I did not want to do anything but eventually I got thru the night. I'm home now and I just waiting so we can talk! 

You are going to cook some ribs tonight with your friend! I am so freaking happy!! I miss you cooking us ribs and I miss spending Friday nights cuddling and cooking. 

I'm going to talk with you for a little now that you calling so I'm gonna write more tomorrow <3

Mw Renmenw Amour

4/16/2022- Saturday

Bonjour Amor,

Today I woke up and went to pick up a machine my mom needs from her doctor. I then went to walmart to buy ice cream and some fruits. I came home to put things away and made myself some milkshake and sandwich. I went to Walmart to get beagles and I freaking forgot to buy beagles! Anyways I was already late for work so I just headed to work. It was alright. Just a regular day. It was not really busy but not really dead. Time went by fast. 

I'm home now! We talking and I am sooooo freaking happy because all though I am very tired I know I wont be sleeping much. You are going with friend out off-post and I'm so happy my baby is having fun. 

My baby always be making me happy and smile no matter how shitty or rough or basic my day might be. I love seeing a smile in your face mi amor. 

I'm going to bed hoping to sleep a little now that I'm going to be dreaming of my baby's smile.

TE AMO Mi AMOR <3

4/17/2022- Sunday

Happy easter baby!

Today has been a day. I opened the store at Papa Johns at 4 pm. I woke up late and was rushing out the door. I went to pick up my coworker before work. Before I was able to even do that I locked myself out of the house. I forgot my keys inside. Thankfully I had left the window unlocked and an extra key by the window as an emergency. Well it saved my ass. I got going and was able to open the store. I am not much of an opener since this was my first time opening the store, id say it was a success. Today was non-stop busy we made like 5,600 dollars and that is double what the store makes on regular hours. Thankfully I had an amazing team to get thru the rush. I have been feeling non-stop dehydrated and I've tried it all. Sprite seems to be working pretty well. 

It got to the point where it hurt so bad to stay standing and my arms were shaking so bad but when I felt like this the team tried to help me the most they could some even asked how to slap dough as that hurt my arms so bad. 

I came home and talked with you! You placed a smile in my face <3 My heart beats so fast and so peaceful whenever I see or talk to you. You make my heart feel so whole. 

I Love You Handsome <3