So Far...Yet So Close...

Week 15

Monday- 5/16/2022

Hello mi amor!
  So I'm writing this super late because I'm staying at my moms tonight. I can't sleeeeppppp. Today was an interesting day, woke up late and just fed my fishies, picked up the house and came to my moms. Mom made some gooood food today and she made my favorite dish. I went to walmart to buy me some canvas and groceries my mom needed.  I went back and my lil sister and I started to color for a bit. I created this little canvas that was in a galaxy, I really worked hard on it and I liked it my goal is to send it to you. So your room has a little more color and stuff. So yeah. After that everyone went to bed and I've just been scrolling thru tic tok.
I'm gonna do that since there's not much to do or write about today.. So yeah.
Te amo mi corazon

Tuesday- 5/17/2022

Bonswa amour
Today was an early and non busy day. I woke up and took my lil sister to school. She decided to buy us some frappe for us to wake up. She went to school and I headed home with cleaning clothes. I came home and slept until it was time to go to work. I really did not want to be there at first and according to the guys, I was very snappy and unapproachable 🤷🏼‍♀💔
Its just one of those days I miss you a little extra and need to know I'm loved.. I been feeling emotional.. Idk.. Ik you're on the field rn and I won't hear from you until probably tomorrow morning.. I worked today and it was 100°F outside so it wasn't as bad as other days. I got thru today with alright tips. I came home and been working on my puzzle. I just wanted to write before I continue just in case I fall asleep while working on the puzzle.
Goodnight amor ❤

Wednesday- 5/18/2022

Hey sexy!
You're back in your home! So glad you're back in your room now and not in the field. I'm so proud of you for pulling thru. I was able to fix the door so it can actually close close without it opening with little pressure. I went to work today and it was alright. I was back to management and lemme tell you EVERYONE was happy for that 🤣. I was hyper throughout my shift and it was pretty dead today. My work bestie was able to tag along with me on the last 3 deliveries. He's wanting to soon become a manager so he needs to learn what the drivers go thru since he's only been an in store since he got hired. I left my first job. I haven't had a stable job there since the kiddo I worked with passed away. I've been on and off covering and boss called me pissed off because I did not attend the mandatory meeting but honestly I was pissed at the attitude and way she was talking to me because I literally had no reason to be there as I don't have a client. However, a few days ago the previous assistant manager I used to work with at Wendy's hit me up saying she because a GM and I had a job there if I was interested. I quit my job at blue sprig because ik I don't need them rn.. And I definitely do NOT need the attitude. I hit up the Assistant manager and she already hired me. She says shed start me as crew at 11 and hour (more than regular crew) and train me for manager with a promised 13.5 an hour. She knows how I work and she's always been a good friend even after I left Wendy's 2 yrs ago. She now has her own store and imma start working there whenever I go fill out the paperwork 😁. I am so glad I at least had a plan B. Its been a struggle lately, gas been so fucking expensive and so have groceries. Everything is going up and places aren't playing much but thankfully I have two jobs. Not the best but definitely two I know I like 🙂
Te amo mi amor. We are on the phone and you already got the stuff I shipped you! I'm so glad you already did!!! You're so happy that you did. You're tiding your room and I love listening to my baby. Imma now look at my baby so imma stop writing ❤ 
Te amo amour 😘
Goodnighttttt ❤

Thursday- 5/19/2022

Hiiiiii My love!

Today was a pretty chill day. Just worked on a puzzle overnight and got some rest. I then just woke up took a shower and went to work. Today work was a little hectic because I'm training a new manager. Dude does not want to learn and its up to me to train him. I've texted the Gm about it because it really makes me overwhelmed. I had to use my sweater as a yelling pillow at work today. I've caught on to the fact that when I get really overwhelmed, burnt, or social.. It is when I often have consistent breakdowns.. I've caught on to this because I hadn't had a breakdown like this since our friend left to Florida... Just an observation I did. Anyways I'm avoiding socializing as much as possible rn.