Sander Sides One Shots >:3

(Logince) Not good enough?

Hi back with another lil story!
I have a week off from school so I'll try to work on some more one-shots!
Also if you're a DreamSmp fan a preference book with it will soon be out. Stay tuned!
But for now let's have some Roman x Logan :)

Human AU
Tw // overworking, mentions of marking someone up

Third person's pov.
Roman had once more worked so hard for almost nothing. He was locked in a burnout. Locked in a cell without anything creative. Roman was supposed to be working on a script for the local theatre, but he had no ideas currently.
When the clock struck 17:00 he let out a sigh and left tiredly to go home.
Was he not good enough? Creative enough? Roman enough?

At home Logan had set a kettle over to boil some water. Patiently he waited in the kitchen so he could have a cup of tea.
Silently a door was opened and in came Roman. No greetings or a warm smile.
"Hello dear, are you alright?" Logan asked his boyfriend. Roman shook his head before going up behind Logan, arms wrapped around the intelligent man and his face buried into Logan's neck.
Logan decided against asking further and made them both a cup of tea. "Drink this, it might help calm your thoughts" he said getting free from Roman's embrace, a whine escaping his boyfriend's mouth at the action.
Logan drank his tea rather quickly and entered the living room. Roman carefully tried to do the same so he could go after his lover. When he had drank as much as he could he went into the living room to find his lover on the couch.
Not very sneakily Roman jumped onto Logan's lap, almost straddling him.
Logan put his arms around Roman keeping him close.
They both sat like that for what felt like forever, which was in reality only a few minutes.
Roman nuzzled closer to his boyfriend sniffing, trying to stop himself from breaking down. Logan knew just how to read him though. "What is wrong dear?" He asked. Roman squeezed his eyes shut to not let tears slip out, not that it worked well.
"I'm not good enough.." Roman whispered.
"What do you mean you're not good enough? Why wouldn't you be?"
"I can't do anything right... I.. I can't do my work and I'm always away from you because of my job"
"Love you are good enough you-"
"No! I'm always at work! And when I am at work I can't even do it right, I'm not creative enough, I can't make a single script!" Roman interrupted with, the volume in his voice rising a bit, which startled Logan.
"Listen. Making a script is not that easy, you would know that. And you spend enough time with me Roman, I also have work. Besides a lot of times you do work at home, and we also get to spend time when you do. I love you Roman and I wouldn't want it any other way.
But please do not overwork, and be so harsh to yourself. I hate to see you like that dear" Logan said, rubbing circles into Roman's back. Roman nodded and hugged his boyfriend tighter. Logan was always there, he always knew just what to say, and Roman appreciated every single gesture Logan did for him.
Roman kissed Logan's neck to thank him without using his unstable voice.
Logan knew that talking things out from both their sides could be hard. He leaned his head back, giving Roman more space. Roman gladly took it. Kissing at Logan's neck, a few times sucking a bit so faint marks showed up for him. Logan's workplace had strict rules about how they looked, so only in vacations could Roman mark his boyfriend up as much as he wanted.
Logan closed his eyes, still rubbing his lover's back.
Roman stopped what he was doing to remove Logan's glasses. Logan opened his eyes but the world was blurry. He could see the outline of the things around him, but all details were stolen with his glasses.
Roman smiled at him, adoring every detail about his boyfriend. Slowly he leaned in to kiss Logan's lips. He stopped right before their lips connected "thank you, I really love you" he said pushing his lips onto Logan's before he had a chance to reply him.
Logan pulled him closer accepting the kiss. It was short, but filled with passion. It spoke more than they could say in the moment.
Roman nuzzled back down into Logan's smaller, but taller body.

Not ling after could snores from Roman be heard. Logan smiled at him, before joining him in also falling asleep right then and there.

||Hope it was okay! I'm not too proud of this one, but it's alright ig!
But hey, stay well mates and see you soon <3
Word count: 821 words||