seperation I a giyuu shinobu fanfiction

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"hold my breath as i wish for death"

••Giyu••
Laying next to Kocho feels nice, i feel contempt with myself for the most part.

Of course i'm gonna always have the fucking nagging voice of depression in my head, but that's just my illness and life i guess.

I roll over to see Kocho looking beautiful as ever. I'm very very fucking happy everything played out how it did, she is beyond lovely and I will her show her that.

We finally have a day off because im still beat up from our mission and all, so I think today im just gonna bother her all day, similar how she does to me.

After another 10 or so minutes of holding her while we sleep, I take the opportunity to roll outta bed and get changed.

I swap all of my clothes for some comfy clothes, and crawl back into bed. Kocho stirs a bit and slowly opens her eyes.

She looks at me with tired eyes and says, "You look comfy idiot." which I reply with, "I am idiot, I don't feel like doing anything today." "i just wanna relax today Kocho and i'm forcing you to relax with me, if you want."

She responds with, "First, call me Shinobu, second, I'll do it, but only because we have a lot to talk about."

I nodded. In the kitchen, I began cooking the best breakfast I would ever make, because i've only made breakfast once.

Anyway, she eats the food and looks at me with the most confused look of her life, saying "I honestly expected you to be awful at cooking, but this painfully average so I guess I was wrong."

I laughed and held her hand, saying "What did you wanna talk about?" She laughed and said, "Ask me the big question idiot."

I looked at her absolutely confused and said "What question are you talking about?" She scoffed and rolled her eyes at me and muttered, "Ask me to be your girlfriend dumbass."

I decided to mess with her, asking her to say it louder. After about three times and her hitting me in the chest, I finally asked, "Will you be my girlfriend?"

Shinobu looked at me like I was the dumbest person to ever live, and said "Yes idiot, now come hug me i'm fucking cold."

I ran over to her, picked her up, and carried her back to bed where we both fell asleep.

a/n i needed to update the book so i decided just to some really bad fluff haha, next chapter will be better and will be out sooner i pinky promise, anyway much love to y'all