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･* *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ࿐ྂ 🏹 🍂 📜

"please madeline, let me
explain!''

"i have nothing to say to
you.''

I R L
@𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞'𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯

i see the bright sunlight enter my room. i wince at the pain of my tattoo slightly. i check the time and it's 10:34 am. little earlier than usual. i get up to take a shower.

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*
i blow dry my hair softly. it's actually pretty nice outside. i get my Los Angeles crop top, and my american eagle ripped jeans. i then sit at my vanity to do my make up. (a/n; ari's makeup is so iconic)

i finish with mascara and lip gloss. okay, i look good. i open my door to see claire eating like always. "you look good bestie.'' claire speaks. "thanks.'' i respond back.

i then hear a knock at the door. "i got it.'' i spoke. i open the door to see...someone i didn't want to ever see again. i stepped outside. "what do you want?'' i say, crossing my arms.

"to apologize, i shouldn't have blew you off like that.'' he speaks. i felt my eyes getting watery. "you, made me hurt jaden. the amount of times i cried.'' i say, with a crack in my voice.

"please madeline, let me explain!'' he speaks. "i have nothing to say to you.'' i say, on the verge of tears. he sighs. "goodbye. i hope losing your friendship with me was worth it.'' i spat, walking back into the house.

i slide down the door and began crying. claire turns around. she runs over to me and hugs me. "what's wrong babes?'' she asks. "j-jaden...'' i say, chocking on tears.

claire opens the door and she begans yelling. after about 5 minutes of her yelling she comes back in. "fuck him.'' she scowls. "i'm gonna go back upstairs.'' i say getting up from the floor.
✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*
i know this isnt a sad song but yeah<3

i felt the urge to sing for some reason. i grab my phone and i set it up to start recording me.
(no tears left to cry)

right now i'm in a state of mind
i wanna be like this all the time
ain't got no tears left to cry
so i'm picking it up, picking it up
i'm loving, i'm living, i'm picking it up
i'm picking it up, picking it up
i'm loving, i'm living, i'm picking it up(oh yeah)
i'm picking it up, picking it up
loving, i'm living, so we turning up
yeah, we turning it up
ain't got no tears left in my body
i ran out but, boy, i like it, i like it, i like
don't matter how, what, when, who tries it
we out here vibing, we vibing, we vibing
(coming out)
even when it's raining down
(can't stop now)
can't stop so shut your mouth
(shut your mouth)
and if you don't know
then now you know it, babe
know it, babe, yeah
right now i'm being state of mind
i wanna be like this all the time
ain't got no tears left to cry
so i'm picking it up, picking it up
i'm loving, i'm living, i'm picking it up
oh, i just want you to come with me
we on another mentality
ain't got no tears left to cry
so i'm picking it up, picking it up (oh yeah)
i'm loving, i'm living, i'm picking it up
oh, i just want you to come with me
we on another mentality
ain't got no tears left to cry
so i'm picking it up, picking it up (oh yeah)
i'm loving, i'm living, i'm picking it up
picking it up, picking it up
loving, i'm living, so we turning up
yeah, we turning up
they point out the colors in you
i see 'em too and boy
i like 'em, i like 'em, i like 'em
we way to fly to partake in all this hate
we out here vibing, we vibing, we vibing
(comimg it out)
even when it's raining down
(can't stop now)
can't stop so shut your mouth
(shut your mouth)
and if you don't know
then now you know it, babe
know it, babe, yeah
right now i'm being state of mind
i wanna be like this all the time
ain't got no tears left to cry
so i'm picking it up, picking it up(oh yeah)
i'm loving, i'm living, i'm picking it up
oh, i just want you to come with me
we on another mentality
ain't got no tears left to cry
so i'm picking it up, picking it up(oh yeah)
i'm loving, i'm living, i'm picking it up
(coming out)
even when it's raining down
(can't stop now)
mmm, oh
(shut your mouth)
ain't got no tears left to cry, oh yeah
oh, yeah
oh, i just want you to come with me
we on another mentality
ain't got no tears left to cry
so i'm picking it up, picking it up(oh yeah)
i'm loving, i'm living, i'm picking it up
picking it up, picking it up
loving, i'm living, so we turning up
yeah, we turning up

i end the video. i see claire in the doorway. "THAT'S MY BITCH RIGHT HERE!'' she yells. i laugh. "now, i feel way better.'' i say. "you better post that, you could be a singer.'' she exclaims. i give her a debby ryan smirk.

she laughs. i hug claire. she's always been there for me. i love her so much<3

(a/n; THAT SONG TOOK FOREVER TO WRITE, because i forgot the lyrics so yeah😭. but stan queen ariana for her amazimg album sweetener tho-😍)

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