Forever Yours

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I got a new phone. Set it up. And there were so many messages from unknown and has been going on for three weeks.

I was staring at the video, my leg bouncing up and down anxiously.

I was holding an un-inked quill to my forearm, again, unintentionally dragging it along my skin.

'Shut the fuck up Brooke. I know you like it.'

'Stop Ryan! Get off of me!'

My grip went harder on the quill, scratching my skin raw.

I switched videos, I knew what it was right away.

'I told you Brooke, this is what couples do!'

'I don't want this! Let go of me'

'I'm not going to do that'

'Please Ryan! I really don't want this!'

'Are you a scared little virgin?! So quiet now? Are you a virgin?'

'I'm 14! I want to be a virgin. Ryan stop! Get off of me! You can't do this!'

"Fuck." I hissed out in pain, my forearm was covered in blood. I touched the skin and saw there was multiple cuts and a raw spot.

I got up, walking to the washroom and turned on the tap, right to cold. That will relieve the pain. I stopped before putting my arm under. I turned the water off then made it hot.

What the hell is wrong with me?!

I stuck my arm under the water and hissed again. "Ow!"

"Bee?!"

I thought I was alone. Fuck!

"What the fuck happened?!" Fred asked, grabbing my arm. "You need cold water not hot."

"I- I thought it was supposed to be hot." I mumbled. He grabbed a towel and dabbed it around my forearm, and saw all the cuts.

"What happened?"

"I got tangled up with some wire." I replied. He washed cold water over it then put some cream on, making my arm feel better. "I'm sorry."

"It's okay love. Is it at the shop?" I nodded. "I can move it for you without getting cut up."

"I can get Lee. It's okay. My break is ending anyways." I reached up and kissed him. "In 10 minutes." I whispered.

"Technically I'm still supposed to be working." He said, "so get on your knees."

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"A refill please." I said, putting the receipt from last months purchase of bills. I didn't look up from my phone, in a very heated conversation with Cami.

"Sure thing sweetheart." I looked up from the voice and stepped back quickly. "Fancy seeing you here baby." Jesse smirked. "This isn't my ideal job, well, it's not even my job. Ryan's idea."

I began to walk back more but he grabbed my arm. "Come around the counter special girl."

"Please let go of me." I whispered.

"Oh I want to do the complete opposite." He grinned.

"Brooke?" I heard Lee say. I love him. Jesse let go of me and I grabbed the receipt. He wasn't going to get them anyways. I walked away from the counter quickly. "Who was that?"

"He got me mixed up with someone." I muttered as I rushed past him.  

I'm going to throw up.

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