Ready or Not

Chapter 11: The Struggle is Real

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Jayce's POV 

Its been a week since our first encounter with Athena. Enzo is dying with out her. He has been short tempered with everyone and I have not slept a wink because of him howling at night in hurt, sorrow and anger. I sneak into her pack at times just to try and see her but I keep my distance as well. I miss her voice so much even if it just to hear her shout at me to leave her. I just want to be with her. Damn this mate bond is fucking strong.

I follow her when she goes out with her friends. She has been spending a lot of time with that dude that was dancing with her the night we met. Apparently his name is Chase according to Joe. I don't like how close they are getting or the fact that he is always complementing her. Yes she is pretty, beautiful, attractive, sexy, hot and mine. Seeing him touch her drive Enzo and I mad. She is ours. 

I see her go to parties, clubs and fetes as she dance on other men and watching them grip her waist and jamming on her. That is supposed to be me not them only me. I wanted nothing more than to tear them off of each other. Beating the hell out of all the dudes and punishing her dearly. 

She knew I was in the shadows watching her. I would never take my eyes off over her and often see her tense off of my gaze. She would often take glances in my direction and her eyes held the same emotion every time.  Fear, sadness, hurt, anger and lust they were all there. Why wouldn't she just give in to me. What did I do?

I wasn't myself lately. I barely go to my pack now ah days. I just wanted to stay with Athena I never want to leave her but when I do go home its always the same bullshit. My mom scolding me about leaving Aura. I told her that I have my mate but you know how that went the last time. I was soo pissed every time but I did not care I was going to get Athena and prove her wrong. Athena would be a way better Luna than Aura and either way I would never give Aura the title of Luna. Every chance she got she would leave Aura and I alone. I don't know why she would not listen to me I am Alpha now but still her fucking son. Once she leaves Aura and I alone it is always the same. Her begging for me to take her back, me telling her that it will never happen. Then she would talk shit about Athena and I would get vex. Enzo would come out nearly choke the louse to death we leave and head straight back to Athena's pack for a little comfort.

I am kind of getting used to this routine.

The only person who has been supporting me about Athena being my mate is Joseph. Most of the time he would even come with me to see his Luna. Plus he hates Aura as you may know. He thinks of her as a psycho possessive person which is right she is. 

Thank you Goddess for Joe because I would have gone insane on my mom and Aura.

"Earth to Jayce"......."Jayce".

"Yess Yess."

Joe pulled me out of my depressing thoughts.

"Dude, we have been driving around there pack for hours. She is not here."

"Okay fine but one more time then we will go."

"Fine, but how did you get access to their pack anyways?"

"I sent a letter for a chance to meet and they replied. I went for the meeting with the Alpha and Luna and told them everything. I asked them not to tell anyone yet until Athena and I are actually together. They agreed to give me access." I explained.

"You are really eager to just be close to her even if she doesn't want to be with you."

I gave him a glare before replying to his sloppy statement.