Ready or Not

Chapter 16: Second Trio of Dangerous Words!

Jayce POV:

"Jayce wait!"

I can hear her a good feet away, but I am sick of this shit. I am tired of her denying me. She said our mate bond was nothing. She said we were nothing. Nothing, we are fucking mates she is my other half how the fuck is that nothing.

The look on Chase's face told me that he was hoping the Athena would not say the words. Fuck his eyes were pleading staring deep in her own asking for anything but the fucking truth. It only filled me with even more rage. Athena does not belong to him! She belongs with me and she will be only mine.

"We should have shredded that pup apart." Enzo growled.

"You know we can not do that. I am not interested in a war with their pack. Especially since Athena is in it and I don't want to put her in the middle she could get killed." I countered.

"Jayce we can't leave her here anyways. She going into heat soon and I am not fond of leaving her with that pup."

"You know she will not come willingly."

"But she will come with force."

Finally reaching the car and luckily Joe was already in the drivers seat.

"Jayce please. I just - " Athena shouted catching me.

"Get in the car Athena." I said sternly I did not even want to look at her at this point.

"What No."

"Get in the fucking car Athena." I shouted turning my head sharply. I saw she tensed and my eyes soften.

"Look Athena I have tried. I have been tryin! Fuck, I am still tryin to show you I changed from my past." My voice started to rise out of frustration. "I came to fucking support you on your game. I cam to support my mate, my Luna, my life. Even after you pushed me away the last time." I paused as a watched my mate with tears filling her eyes. Enzo wanted nothing more than for us to go over to her and comfort her. However, I on the other hand wanted to tell her everything.

"Today when I saw you smiling. When I saw you smile at me . I thought everything was all right between us or at least was goin to get better that you were actually going to give me a chance." A little sadistic chuckle left my lips. As she tore her gave away from me. I could feel her nervousness radiating off of her.

"I came to congratulate my mate on her winnings but what do I see is the future pup of your pack kissing what is MINE!" I shouted the last part which caused her to flinch but I was not done. 

" I was fighting for what is mine and instead of telling them that you have a mate. What did you do? I growled at this point I was destroyed on the inside.

I was hurt, angry, frustrated all off my emotions were going all over the place in my body. From my left pinky toe to my right eye I was pissed.

I stared at her waiting for the fucking answer but he does nothing. She says nothing. SHE DOES FUCKING NOTHING!

"Nothing, That is what you said right? If I am so bad that you want that pup as your mate. Why can't you reject me?"

"Jayce no not this again. You remember the plan right just to take her back to our pack before her heat starts nothing more." Enzo responded.

"No Enzo you know it hurts. Why is she putting us through this instead of just finishing. I don't want this anymore. I want to be happy with my mate." I spoke.

I continued to stare at Athena, who was just trembling in front of me not meeting my gaze.

"I can't reject you." I heard hers speak barely over a whisper.

"Why? Your puttin my wolf and I through hell by pushing us away but you can't accept." My voice cracked a little.

"If I am puttin you through so much why can't you just reject me?" She spoke her voice much stronger than before.

"Because I fucking want you Athena. I am not pushing you away. I am trying to show I can be there for you. I want to be with you. I want you as mine forever, My Luna." I walked closer to nd reached out for her hand. So she could feel the sparks from the bond just by a single touch.

She opened her mouth to say something but just closed it back and looked away. Its sad that she can not reply to me.

"I don't get you Athena. You don't want me and I am trying to change your mind. It hurts to think that maybe you should reject me but you are not doin that either." 

I turned around to open the car door before I could get in I heard her speak.

" Why am I being shot as the villain in this situation when you are not the innocent one in this situation between us." She mumbled.

I turned around to face her and saw fury in her eyes. I was so lost.

"What the fuck are you talking about? I did nothing wrong!" I asked confused.

"You were with her. You were touching her. You said you came to support me then why the fuck would you bring her?" She cursed pointing in the direction of Aura.

Who was talking to some boy at the entrance of the building.

"I didn't bring her she just showed up." I countered.

"You expect me to believe you?"

"Yess, Yess Goddess Athena I do. Just give me a chance instead of goin around and kissing other wolves."

"I did not kiss him! If you want to change why the fuck would she be here with you. I would not be surprised if you took her home with you to have a good time."

I was taken back at her words. The look her eyes told me that she regret saying them but she did not take the opportunity to apologize or fix her tongue. She just stood there pretending to be strong when I knew she was dying on the inside. Her word hit me hard. I felt my heart sink. Why the fuck does she always think so low of me? However, the next set of words that came out of my mouth tore me apart.

"Maybe I will!" I marched over to Aura and kissed her right in front of Athena. 

"Jayce what the fuck are you doin." Enzo growled once I broke the kiss.

I looked back at Athena and saw pure anger, sadness and hatred. It made my hurt break but she was hurting me and I think she should get some pain too. I am not actually going to fuck Aura. I would not do that when I know I have Athena. 

I dragged Aura by the hand and walked pass Athena and pushed her into the car. Now that I am thinkin about it I have no clue why the fuck I said that. She already does not trust me and I am just hurting her more but I am pissed. I was just really upset and now I made the situation worse than it already is I swear on my life that I will fix this.

Once the door was closed. I opened the passenger door and stepped in. Before I closed the door I heard her mumble the second most horrific trio of words a mate would ever want to hear.

"I HATE YOU."

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Sorry my Freaks.

For takin so damn long to upload dis chapter cause is not know dis in my drafts. I have exams in a couple of weeks n I am currents on my study break so maybe I my post one or two other chapters. 

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XOXO MY FREAKS.❤️💖

-- CRACKHEAD💀💋