A Toxic Love

Prologue

My name is Anita Sully, I am seventeen years old and I am currently living in Britain. I used to go to a private school for girls called "Neatherfields School for Proper Girls", and I know what you're thinking, it sounds like a rehab facility and i honestly agree with you. As I've just explained, I recently left my old school and will soon be attending Ash Grove High School. Theres just one diference between this school and my old school: and that's this one has boys. Yes boys. And as a hormonal female teenager I may experience urges which I havent yet experienced but I think I'll know them when I feel them. Oh there's one other thing i forgot to mention about myself, and that is rejection seems to always follow me. It's like a fucking disease or something! Yes i just swore, don't judge me. But back to my rejection, it all began when i was seven years old in my old primary school, there was a boy, his name was Sam and i really liked him but he had a girlfriend, yes, a fucking seven year old had a girlfriend. Well I remember telling my friends about my feelings for Sam and they literally dragged me towards him during break in the playground to tell him about my feelings for him. Judging by his facial expression I could tell he already sort of knew that I liked him as more of than just a friend. And yeah that went down as expected. With rejection and awkwardness from that moment on. From then on I decided to completely leave boys and romantic relationships in general until I was ready and until I found "the one".
Now lets fast forward to ten years in the future. Hi! Now it's going to take a while to get to the juicy bits as there were many things that provoked them and many, many embarassing moments. So sit back, relax and enjoy reading about somebody's life that makes your life seem relatively sane and normal and just in advance: your welcome.