my existence

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I want to disappear.
To embrace the Darkness;
My existence feels pointless.

I want to be plunged into non-existence.
To feel the distance
Between me and my reality;
My voidful entity.

To experience full immersion
Into a lifeless realm.
A desolate shell.

To discard all transgressions
Of the stealer of my joy.
Although they might still act coy,
Despite their ploy.
My life is short,
So I want to enjoy.

I want it all to end,
But I lack courage.
So I'm still mentally in bondage,
Forced to act as though
Life is my friend;
My depressing foe.

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