I jumped
Consumed by the water
Welcoming me home
To my abode.
Gasping for air,
Grasping the rails,
Despite my numerous fails.
I tried to escape from this new blue entity
As I try to save my identity
At least that's what I'm meant to think
But i'm
Drowning in her desire
For death
Screaming in my mind to stop enjoying this pleasure.
Whilst My life sips away
Just like my joy did
I rush to the top
But she doesn't want to.
she wants to sleep
She wants to slumber to the bottom
she wants to escape from my pain
And embrace her new chosen pain.
She wants to disappear
From her eternal fear,
My life
I asked my friend with D.I.D (disassociative identity disorder) also known as multiple personality disorder to describe how she feels with her alter egos and I made a poem out of how she feels.
PS: Her ego is suicidal
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Screaming Into The Void
PoetryMy depressive emotional/creative outbursts "If you are brave enough to kill yourself, you can do anything! So you must live. You need to keep going". - From the Korean drama 'Beautiful world' ~like and comment~ ~I hope my words...
