I don't want it to happen,
The transfer.
The tear stains,
The aching heart,
The clouds looming over,
supplying you with fresh tears by the second.
The emptiness,
The regrets,
The unfairness the transfer brings.
I don't want to transfer,
The darkness that never leaves you.
It lingers within you,
Begging for the transfer,
Begging for its new victim.
I'm trying not to make the transfer,
But it's difficult to not do it,
It's selfish to transfer it,
But the burden feels too much.
I can't go on.
The transfer seems inevitable.
Once I do it,
The transfer will free me,
The transfer will numb me.
I want the transfer.
I beg for the transfer,
But to transfer is selfish.
So I'll remain with the emptiness
I'll co-exist with my aching heart
No one deserves the transfer,
The transfer of my depression.
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Screaming Into The Void
PoesiaMy depressive emotional/creative outbursts "If you are brave enough to kill yourself, you can do anything! So you must live. You need to keep going". - From the Korean drama 'Beautiful world' ~like and comment~ ~I hope my words...
