I just got my third rejection email for a job I applied for this month. Getting rejected back to back is quite depressing ngl. It makes me rewire my brain to think I'm not just good enough.
I draw. I draw as much as I can. I post. I put myself out there @uzoma_nduka, the best I can, I apply and apply, but I'm simply unwanted. What's the point of being perceived as amazing online, and getting thousands of likes on my drawings, when I can't make a profitable career out of my art?
I should've just studied psychology in school. It hurts to draw now, but I still love to draw. It's the thing I know how to do best. It's me... drawing is me.
I feel like an empty shell. I echo. I make the loudest sounds, but I'm clearly useless.
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Screaming Into The Void
PoetryMy depressive emotional/creative outbursts "If you are brave enough to kill yourself, you can do anything! So you must live. You need to keep going". - From the Korean drama 'Beautiful world' ~like and comment~ ~I hope my words...
