SN: If there is any confusion on their ages. Also when I first made this book years ago I never went back to edit the way beginning of the book so for the people that say they are confused lol I apologize I was only 14 at the time and my book writing skills weren't the best but you can tell from the beginning and so on through out all the chapters how my writing style has changed. So be mindful that I probably won't recorrect the beginning of my book, it's a reminder of how far I've come in the book😚☺️👏🏽
Athena: 22 years old
Jackson: 25 years old
Derek: 3 years old
Annalisa & Alessandra: 5 months & 2 Days
"I sat there in this dark room and I couldn't see anything my vision was so blurry. I tried to move but I was tied down and my voice..my voice seemed to echoe throughout this dark room and I heard foot steps. The person seemed to get closer to my face to the point I could feel them breathing on me."
"You miss me bitch?" I knew that voice from anywhere
"No no your dead! Don't touch me!" I screamed
"You thought so ....I'm going to take everything you love away from you" He smiled so viciously
"Let's start with your precious baby boy Derek" He smiled viciously
It seemed like everything was getting taken away from me all over again and all of sudden I woke up screaming!
"Athena?! Baby wake up!" I heard Jay say
"No! Get off of me...you won't hurt them!" I kicked and screamed
"Baby! It's okay sshhh..no one is ever going to hurt you again" He held me tight as the tears kept running down my face
"I thought I lost you guys and I couldn't help any of you" I cried painfully
"No baby no...I'm right here nobody is going to take us away from you, you just had a bad dream cara" He said
"Just go back to sleep okay?" He suggested
"Pl-please don't leave me in here by myself Jay..." I grabbed his hand
"I'm not going anywhere baby, just lay down you have to calm yourself" He kissed my forehead and laid down with me
After laying down for awhile and really thinking about that dream it made me paranoid about where I go and who is watching me when Jackson or the security guards aren't around. I'm learning to adjust but the pain and memories are forever there of what happen to me and my family. I have to start looking ahead and possibly looking at wedding dresses for our future wedding. It seems like yesterday I was just meeting Jackson all over again at Eli's boyfriends party now we have kids and are engaged. I feel like I have a lot to think about with this wedding I know it looks like I took him back too quick but I have put thought to what I was doing and I'm ready ....at least I think so.
I invited Eli over to help me look at wedding dresses and ideas. Eli's doesn't like the fact that I'm wanting to marry Jackson after everything he has put me through but I'm trying to convince her that everything is different now. Eli can be very stubborn sometimes and she may get on my nerves but I love her dearly and she is my kids godmother so she isn't going anywhere no time soon. I got in the shower and did my hygiene, I put on my do no disturb shirt with jeans and my hair in a messy bun with big gold hoops. I head downstairs to see the Jackson , Davini , Joey , Brett , && Eli with the kids. Gosh my kids are surrounded by the most craziest people in your family I laughed to myself.
"Athena !!!!!!" I saw Eli run and jump on me as always
"Hey girl! I missed you so much!" I hugged her