I don't know what to do without you [Glamrock Bonnie x Monty]

Chapter 14 On edge

It was Monday afternoon, Monty thought about last night more and more, lost in thought, on the catwalks of Monty Golf. He laid there, staring at the badly lit ceiling, his sunglasses off.

I don't know if I can keep doing this stuff with Bon... I love him, I like it, but, it just, hurts to much afterwards. I'm so stupid to think I wouldn't hurt myself in this... I respect his decision but fuck... I want him to be mine, not to just fuck around. I have romantic feelings for him, not just sexual and it just hurts being reminded that he does loves me he- Maybe he doesn't want to love me...

Their inner monologue was interrupted by hearing footsteps, he sat up, his eyes imidiatly meeting with the eyes of the person who made the sound, the figure who stood there had rundown makeup, held a piece of paper and once they eyes met, he quickly whipped off the tears.

Monty: Bon?- they asked getting up, the other refusing to look at him.

Bonnie: F-fuck, of course you had to be here.

Monty: Why are you here an- suddenly he pieced together a theory, rushing over the other and holding his arms- Don't tell me you were?...

Bonnie: No, it's just an illusion.- he replied still not daring to look at the other.

Monty: Then tell me, what's your reason to get here, crying and holding a note? Other than trying to commit suicide?- the smaller one bit his lip, not wanting to speak, well knowing he'd become undone if he did- You can tell me anything Bon.- the other finally looked at the younger, not being able to stop himself from spewing his guts.

Bonnie: W-why do you have t-to make this harder?! I can't stand y-your pitiful look!!- they sobbed letting himself fall on his knees- I-I just want to die!! Everything is to much! I-it hurts so m-much!- he spat out, rivers of tears falling down his face onto the ground, him gripping it has he looked down- Everything would b-be better if I j-just disappeared!! W-why won't you let me?! Why d-did you have to be h-here?!- he practically shouted, has he sobbed harder, Monty getting down has well, looking at him- I'm so s-stupid, I c-cheated, I k-kept Freddy away f-from this, I-I kept you away, so I'd h-have the courage!! But I can't! I-I can't!!- the taller continued in silence,not sure of what to say, so just letting the other speak, they opened their arms, the older looking up at him, Monty holding his tears.

Monty: It's not much, but this is what I have to help you. You can speak I'll comfort you... I know it doesn't change anything but it might help you feel bet- he didn't finish the phrase, has the smaller jumped into his arms, hugging him and sobbing into his arm, the taller hugging tightly. After a few minutes of simply sobbing, the rabbit, who was a bit calmer, spoke up.

Bonnie: W-why? W-why are you still here? Why do y-you tolerate my a-actions?

Monty: Cuz I love you Bon... I just want to see you happy.- the other cried harder onto Monty's arms, letting go of the piece of paper he was holding, the taller grabbing it, not daring to read it, just ripping the paper to shreds. Once the smaller finally had finished sobbing and crying, the alligator grabbed him by the waist- Let's go somewhere else, alright, Bon?- the other nodded, still not taking of his face from their shoulder, the younger picked him up and started to walk over the other's room, patting his back has he went there. Once he was finally in his crush's room, he laid the other down on the couch, realizing the other had cried himself to sleep, they caressed the other's face, before backing up. Realizing that maybe leaving the rabbit by himself, wasn't the brightest idea, he sat back at the chair by the vanity mirror, staring over the other who slept peacefully. Monty himself felt a bit sleepy, resting against the wall and avoiding falling asleep has the other might wake up at any moment.

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After an hour or two had passed by Bonnie woke up, groaning has he sat up, he had an headache, which he could only guess it was thanks to all the crying. He looked around, trying to find who brought him here, noticing the taller fast asleep on the chair, the chair tilted against wall, the rabbit got up and went over the vanity mirror, he went has quiet has possible, trying to not wake up the younger, instead just reaching for the makeup wipes. He got what he wanted and began to move away when finally the chair gave in, and the other lost balance jolting awake has he fell. Bonnie could just watch has it happened, holding his laugh after it was done, Monty sat on the floor, rubbing his temples, groaning.

Monty: Fuck...- they said, finally looking up at the rabbit, who cleaned off his runny makeup- Are you feeling any better Bon?- they asked getting up from the ground.

Bonnie: Yeah... A bit.- he answered finally finishing what he was doing, looking the other in the eyes- Thanks Monty... I, I'm not sure if it'd still be here right now if not by you.

Monty: It's nothing...- there was a quick moment of silence before the rabbit spoke once more.

Bonnie: Listen I, I haven't been fair, I haven't been being that great to you, or me. I've been keeping you away for a while cuz I didn't want it to be harder for you when I attempted... Seeing how that just made me way more miserable I... Could we, ya know, see each other? I'm not yet sure about going back to dating thanks to the whole Fredbear thing but...- he quickly looked away, breaking eye contact- Could we at least go on a date?

Monty: Oh absolutely! Let's plan it later tho, we gotta charge in a bit.

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-MissevilXD