I don't know what to do without you [Glamrock Bonnie x Monty]

Chapter 4 Regrets

Monty got to his room, absolutely wrecking it once he was in there, groaning and throwing things around, his mind flooded with questions and worries.

I kissed him? I kissed him! Fuck, I kissed him... I'm so stupid. I can't be in love whit Bonnie! That was just a in a moment thing!! Nothing more!! It didn't mean shit, I'm not in love with my best friend!! I can't be!!

They were so stuck in his thoughts to notice that someone had gotten inside his room, only realizing when they heard.

Chica: Is everything okay?- they completely stopped on their tracks hearing this turning to the other, slightly embarrassed.

Monty: If I said yes, would you believe it?

Chica: No.- she said her expression changing to a slightly annoyed one- So tell me the truth dumbass!!

Monty: I-,uhm,well-, uhm, me and Bon we kinda,uhm how do I say this without sounding like a monster? Uhm...

Chica: Just spit it out.

Monty: Me and Bon kissed.- her eyes widened, her beak wide open.

Chica: You what now?!

Monty: It wasn't on porpuse I promise!! It was an in a moment thing, I didn't meant for it to happen.

Chica: Please tell me you at least have a good reason to make Bonnie cheat.- the other face became dusted in red.

Monty:About that... I, I don't know.

Chica: Oh for fucks sake Monty.-she sighed rubbing her templates.- Make up your mind do you love him or not?!

Monty: I'm not sure!

Chica: Then tell me, how does he make you feel?!

Monty: Happy! Sane! Normal! Special... I really like him... Oh fuck, I love him don't I?! I can't stop thinking about him and I feel all flustered and shit. I love him... I love my best friend. And he's taken....- they groaned.

Chica: Well at least you know what you feel... Just, please don't make Bonnie cheat, that's not good, only do stuff with him if he breaks up with Freddy.

Monty: Alright...

Chica: Okay, now that this is done, I'm going to speak with Bonnie, see how he's holding up.- she said going to the door.

Monty:Tell him I'm sorry.

Chica: I will... Bye Monty.

Monty: Bye...- they said before she left the room leaving him to himself.

They stood there for a few minutes feeling stressed, before closing the curtains, making sure that the door was locked, so nothing too bad happen, before seating on the couch. He decided to unwind in his preferred way, not really wanting any guard to barge in, they unbuckled his belt before letting his member out of it's hatch and removing his pants. They slowly stroked his length, bitting down his lip, before paying more attention to the tip, rubbing over the slit, before going down once more, moving his hand faster. They moved his free hand over up at his nipples, playing with them, moving even faster, has he moaned, tilting his head back, begining to drool moaning louder and louder, when suddenly they heard a knock on the door, quickly hunching forward, covering his member with one of their hands, the one that was previously paying with his nipple moving up to his face wiping off their drool, before he yelled.

Monty: The fuck do you want!!

Vanessa: I just came to check if you're alive, you haven't come out of your room in a while and I can't exactly check on you through cameras that don't exist.

Monty: Alright then! Now you know I'm functioning get the fuck away!! You ruined the best part.

Vanessa: Alright, alright, get back to whatever you were doing, I won't bother you any further.- she said leaving, the reptile getting back to what they were doing.

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Bonnie stood on his room, completely and utterly panicking, playing it cool has to not raise suspicions, he knew that if his boyfriend would find him panicking, he'd know something was up and that was the last thing he wanted to do. So when the door opened, he jumped, startled, only to turn and see the guitarist.

Chica: Hey Bonnie, how you holding up?

Bonnie: I'm good.- they have played off, the bird not taking it.

Chica: You can talk to me about what happened. I know.

Bonnie: You know? What do you know?!- he asked, the guitarist sighing.

Chica: I know you and Monty kis- she was quickly interrupted by the rabbit who was doing his best so no one else fond it out.

Bonnie: SHHHHUUUSHH! You don't need to say it I get it!!- he groaned before continuing- Why did Monty even tell you?!- he asked, rubbing his templates.

Chica: I made them tell me! You know there isn't news in here I let pass by! So tell me, THE FUCK WHERE YOU THINKING?!

Bonnie: I don't know!! It was a heat of the moment thing! We were so close it just-...it just happened!- he replied even more frustrated, seating down at his couch rubbing his templates- This was so stupid, so fucking stupid, I'm so fucked. Freddy doesn't deserve this... He can't know alright?! Don't you dare tell Freddy this, I'm taking what happened to the fucking grave.

Chica: My beak's sealed, I just want to know...  Why did you do it? Don't you love Freddy?- the bassist sighed, before looking up at her.

Bonnie: That's the problem. I do love Freddy... But I don't think I only like him.

Chica: So you like Monty?!

Bonnie: I guess so... But I'm not taking chances with him, I'll just wait until this stupid fucking crush goes away. I love Freddy, I love him a lot, I would be so lost without him, he keeps me going and I keep him going I... I can't do that to him. I can't break up with him.

Chica: So you choose to stay in a relationship with him and not tell him.- he nodded.

Bonnie: I'm not asking for you to understand why I'm doing this alright?! You and Roxy have a way different relationship then me and Fredbear... You don't know what's like to have your heart torn between two people...Monty doesn't even like me, I'm better off with Freddy.

Chica: What if he likes you?- she asked, his eyes widened, almost glowing, before he got back to his sad expression.

Bonnie: Torn between two people, what you think it happens in this situation?! Someone always ends up suffering, I'm trying to make less damage I can.

Chica: Honey, you keep acting like this you're the one who'll end up suffering.- she stated putting a hand on his shoulder- You know, if you need my advice, vent, chat or just hang out, I'm here for you Bonnie.

Bonnie: Thanks...- he replied with a soft smile.

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-MissevilXD