I don't know what to do without you [Glamrock Bonnie x Monty]

Chapter 11 Confessions

It was night, Monty sat around and waited for Bonnie, who didn't take long to get to Monty golf, today the bet wasn't that serious just being some snacks, but they still took it seriously. They were in the middle of the match when Monty finally got the courage to speak up.

Monty: Could we... Stop playing for a second? I gotta tell you something.- the rabbit imidiatly stopped what he was doing before looking at them.

Bonnie: Alright, I'm listening, what is it?- the taller broke eye contact, looking over to the ground before starting to speak.

Monty: I've been meaning to say this for a while but it never was a good time... But now it is. Bon I've had feeling's I couldn't comprehend for you for a while now... But I finally got was they were and I- they looked over to the rabbit, locking eyes with him- I love you, Bon.

Bonnie: I love you to, Monty.- he said with a straight face- And it's why it makes me harder to reject you.... I'm not looking for a relationship right now, I've spent so much of my time with Fredbear I... I need to clear my shit. I have to understand what I want, cuz I don't want to cheat on anyone else. I hope you understand.- the taller held his tears.

Monty: Alright I understand.- the older clearly noticed the sad tone, that the taller didn't want to slip through.

Bonnie: Monty, we can still be friends, we can still make out and stuff I'm just, not ready to commit with you, or anyone else for that matter.

Not much was said after that, after the game was done and Monty had won, he didn't stay and teased the rabbit has usual, he just walked away, holding his tears, until they got to the daycare, when they saw sage seating on the security guard section they, dropped themselves on the ground, laying their head on their lap, had he began to cry, not only getting Sage's attention but also getting Moon's attention, who dangled over them in air.

Sage: Hey Monty, what's wrong?

Monty: I-I did something stupid.

Sage: Wich is it?

Monty: I gotta give you some c-context first.

Sage: Alright buddy, speak, we do have all night.
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After Monty stormed out, Bonnie felt immense guilt, deciding to go to the guitarist, to clear his mind. He found her on the food court section, eating at El chips with Roxy.

Bonnie: Am I interrupting something?

Chica: Nah, we were just hanging out, what is it?

Bonnie: I need to know if I did the right thing.... But you need some context.- he said before explaining everything that happened that night before continuing- I only said that cuz I don't wanna hurt him! And I legit have to sort my feeling's, I still love the shit out of Freddy! What if I cheat on Monty has well?!

Chica: What if you don't? Bonnie I understand what you're doing but you have to realize you're pushing everyone away, right? Why do you do that? Why have you been pushing everyone away lately?- the taller broke eye contact knowing exactly why he's been doing it.

Bonnie: I don't know.- they clearly lied, the keytarist imidiatly sniffing out the lie.

Roxy: You can be honest.

Bonnie: I just, I don't wanna talk about it alright?! It's just making this whole situation worse, I can't think, it's constantly there.

Chica: Tell us, it might help.

Bonnie: I can't. I'm just-he interrupted himself with a sigh- I'm going.- they said turning his back to them and begining to walk away.

Roxy: Well if you're not going to tell us tell Freddy!!
**
Monty cried even harder on the security guard's lap, after telling them what happened, Sage petting his hair, trying to comfort him.

Moon: Well this isn't the end of the world, the dude does love you.

Monty: I guess... But it hurts alright? I want him so bad, and I can't be with him.

Sage: Just give him time Monty, he did just come back from a long term relationship... He'll eventually solve his shit and decide how he wants to move on...

Monty: I should've w-waited I knew I should've waited!!

Moon: Listen, you shot your shot, at least you know he likes you back. And for what you've said you'll still act like friends... Or friends with benefits.

Monty: Yeah you're right...
**
Bonnie carefully walked back to his room, trying to not be seen,in the middle of the path there, he noticed that the light on Freddy's room was on, thinking he was there, Bonnie walked less carefully, guessing he wasn't going to be caught by the other, that is until someone grabbed his arm.

Freddy: Hey Bon... Let's talk.

Bonnie: About what? My shitty love life?! How I'll never be able to decide on something?!- he snapped back, annoyed.

Freddy: About your mental health.- the smaller's expression changed to one of worry, him being paranoid about what this might mean.

Bonnie: What do you mean my mental health?!- the taller sighed, letting go of the other's hand.

Freddy: Let's talk in somewhere more private... I know this is going to be difficult to speak with you about.- Bonnie reluctantly followed him into the bassist room, once there, the rabbit sat on his vanity mirror, meanwhile the taller closed the curtains- Now... I know this is specially hard for you but, I've noticed you haven't been acting like yourself for a while now, why is that?

Bonnie: You broke up with me. I'm always to act a little more sad.

Freddy: It's from before that.- the bassist groaned, getting up once more.

Bonnie: Fuck don't tell me Monty told you about that night!!

Freddy: What night?- the smaller's eyes widened, before he looked away.

Bonnie: Oh fuck, I spoke to much.

Freddy: No, tell me, I know you haven't been ok for a while I just... I never got the time the ask you what was going on.

Bonnie: Argh, I'll tell you, but it's cuz Monty said I should speak with someone about this.... I've been having suicidal thoughts...- the other looked in worry.

Freddy: Bon, you should've told someone earlier, for how long now?!- the smaller turned his back to the other.

Bonnie: For over a month now... But it wasn't you, alright?!- he affirmed looking at the singer- It wasn't you, it wasn't Monty, it wasn't our little disputes it's just- he interrupted himself, pinching his bridge- It just feels like it all be better if I was decommissioned... If I died. I've been thinking about doing it, how it would make everyone's life better, how everyone would succeed... How I wouldn't hurt anyone else with my romantic feeling...-he let out, holding his tears- then we broke up and I realized no one would even care if I was gone.- the taller held his face, whipping off the other's tears tears.

Freddy: You know all of us would miss you dearly, right? That's just your "brain" acting weird... Maybe you should bring this up to one of the parts and services employee's... They could help you.

Bonnie: They can't... It has to do with my programing... If they mess with that you know what might happen...- the bear quickly broke eye contact.

Freddy: You're right... But listen, even if it doesn't sound like much right now, we're all here for you, we all cherish you, none off us could function without you, specially not me... Nor Monty.- the smaller whipped off his tears.

Bonnie: I guess you're right... Thanks Fredbear... Speaking with you always makes me better.- the singer pulled him onto a tight hug.

Freddy: It's nothing, superstar.- he said kissing the other's forehead- It's nothing.

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-MissevilXD