I don't know what to do without you [Glamrock Bonnie x Monty]

Chapter 27 Anxiety

Uhmp, that's weird I don't remember only having scheduled things with Freddy... Probably it was just with Monty and Chica... Wierd having only 3 of us functioning... Good thing they've got Monty's claws already and are installing them tomorrow, means less time until he can get out of there... Good thing we also found Chica's beak, it didn't have much evidence but at least means that she's just waiting for a voice box instead of the all of it.

The rabbit thought has he made his way over to parts in services, his heart sinking in has he saw another person had just made their visits a little more permanent.

No, not Roxy! Fuck! I should've stayed, I should've looked! My friends are being hurt badly and all I can do is stand around not doing anything! I did this! I caused this! If not for me Monty wouldn't had fallen, if I'd start searching before maybe I could've stopped them from hurting Chica, if I had done something yesterday I would've stopped them form hurting Roxy.... What do they want?! Why are they doing this?! Why can't I stop them from hurting my loved ones?

He asked himself, has if beating himself down would bring any response, anything new. He realized he'd been standing at the door for a while now, shaking himself off his thoughts and walking in, seeing how bad was the state of her face, lacking her eyes, her chest plate also being quite damaged.

Bonnie: Hi everyone.- he said trying to stay strong, to not break down in front of them.

I shouldn't be feeling like this. They're the ones who are actually hurt... I have no reason to cry, they are the one's going through it, I just gotta suck it up.

Chica: Hi!- she signed.

Roxy: Who's that?!

Bonnie: It's me, Bonnie.... How are you doing?

Roxy: I'm great this totally isn't affecting me.- the bird rolled her eyes before signing.

Chica: She's lying, she's absolutely depressed and I can't even bright up her day cuz she can't see what I'm saying.

Roxy: You know, I might be blind and don't know what you're saying, but I can hear you signing Chica.

Bonnie: She say's she's sorry.- he translated- Wait didn't Monty translate things for you?

Roxy: Him? I don't know where that motherfucker is, I haven't heard him all day.

Bonnie: They're literally besides you.- he stated looking over to the alligator who looked at the ground disassociating- Did something happened to him?- he asked worried.

Chica: I kept an eye on them all day, I didn't see anything, he's just standing there, I can't really snap him out of it since I can't speak.- the rabbit went next to his partner and got at eye level with them his hands on their shoulder.

Bonnie: Monty? Monty, sweetie, you there?-the taller shook himself back to reality, before, still quite out of it groaning, before speaking.

Monty: Bon? When did you get here?

Bonnie: I've been here for a while... What's going on?

Monty: Nothing.

Bonnie: Wanna tell me the truth, somewhere more private?- the other nodded, Bonnie picking him up and going to a room with him, seating them in the couch- Nobody has hurt you, have they?

Monty: No, no, it's just... I heard them, Bon.- they stated uncomfortable- I heard the guards speaking of what they're gonna do to I, I can't stay I'm not safe, it's going to happen and I can't, I can't fucking take it.

Bonnie: Listen Monty, I just know Chica won't let it happen alright? I don't know what else to say to help your anxiety, I wish I could help you, I really do but I don't know what to do.- he spat out, the taller sighing.

Monty: Listening is enough... Hopefully it gets it off my system... I'm just sick of always thinking and thinking about this.

Bonnie: I know, rockstar.- he said hugging the other.

Monty: How's the investigation going?- the older let go of him, before laying down, groaning has he rubbed his templates.

Bonnie: It's a fucking headache, I can't with that mess... I wanna give up.... I just, maybe it's better if I just get decommissioned.... Maybe then y'all would stop being hurt ...- the rabbit said has tears formed in his eyes, him quickly whipping them off- I'm sorry, I shouldn't be like this, your problem's are worse then mine, I shouldn't- the younger put his forehead on the other's forehead, lately he'd built an habit of doing that and it helped the other a bit.

Monty: Bon, my love, it's fine if you feel bad.

Bonnie: It isn't, my problems are just so- he was quickly interrupted by the other.

Monty: Trivial? I don't think so. You're dealing with a lot, I'm surprised you haven't self harmed yet.- the rabbit quickly looked away, the gator getting the hint- Oh, my bad I shouldn't- the other interrupted him.

Bonnie: It's fine, rockstar... I've missed you...- he said, quickly kissing the other's lips- I miss hanging out with you.

Monty: You sure changed the subject fast,  you know you can't fuck your problem's away right? You can't just have sex everytime you feel sad, you need an actual good outlet for your feelings.

Bonnie: Ya know, I'm just doing it cuz I can't get high... I mean it's not I can't it's more, I won't. Not after last time... So please just let me have this one thing... We don't need to have sex, I can just deal with myself, but please don't judge me.

Monty: No one's judging you love, I'm just telling you shouldn't abuse of that.- the older hugged him once more nuzzling his face on the other's neck.

Bonnie: I know... You wouldn't be interested on doing it today would you?- the gator chuckled before answering.

Monty: What do you think? Of course not, I'm really not in the mood after everything it happened.

Bonnie: Right I should've guessed.- he said a little bummed out.

Monty: We can still cuddle if you want to.

Bonnie: Thanks... Monty, I'm not to touchy, right? Like I don't make you uncomfortable, do I?- the younger pulled away from the hug, looking the other in the eyes.

Monty: Not at all, besides, I know touch is your love language.

Bonnie: Is it that obvious?- the other nodded.

Monty: Now let's cuddle I'm sick of speaking.

Bonnie: Alright.

After the older said that, he laid down, Monty laying on top of his boyfriend, Bonni wrapping his arms around the other's body, before they both drifted off to sleeping.

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-MissevilXD