I don't know what to do without you [Glamrock Bonnie x Monty]

Chapter 16 Like the old days

Bonnie stood in his room,right after closing the door, his face completely flushed, his fans working harder, he moved over to the vanity mirror, to wipe off his makeup him going off has he did so.

Bonnie: Fuck! That was... Perfect!!- he said to himself before a smile creeped up onto his face- It felt so right! Oh lord I haven't felt like this in a while now!! This whole romancing, this whole chace, this whole firsts of a relationship! I want more! I need more! I need Monty!!- he monologued has he finished cleaning his face, before laying down on the couch, grabbing one of the many pillows on it, stuffing his face on it- God I love him so much! But no, not yet, I can't date him without warning him of the implications! Besides we only went on one date, we should at least have another one, see how it goes!- he continued before he continued to mumble and imagine until he finally fell asleep.

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It was the middle of the day, Bonnie and Monty had a birthday party together and they couldn't stop glancing at each other, their eyes meeting from time to time, them looking away everytime it happened, smiling. Once the party was finally over, they moved to the stage, Monty taking advantage of this.

Monty: Wanna swing by Monty golf tonight? Play a match? We haven't done that in a while.

Bonnie: Sounds like a plan to me, rockstar.- he replied smiling, the other smiling has well,feeling all flustered.

Monty: That's a date then?- the other chuckled before answering.

Bonnie: That was smooth, alright then, a date it is. But just cuz it's a date don't think I'm going to be easy on you, I'm not letting you win.

Monty: I wouldn't have it any other way... You know I love a challenge.- they said before getting where they needed to be.

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Finally it was afterhours, Monty waited for his date on the entry of this section of the pizza Plex, once Bonnie got there they both began to play and chat, the ambience being one of a slight awkwardness but not necessarily negative. The said awkwardness being mainly related to the last night's shared kiss, none of them being able to shake it off, so they decided to bring it up.

Monty: God Bon I feel so silly.- they stated chuckling before taking a swing, the older looking at him.

Bonnie: Why is that so?

Monty: How? How did you make it so I'm so flustered over a small kiss?! It doesn't leave my mind, how did you make a, a simple kiss feel more important than when we fucked?! I've loved you for all this time and, just how does that work?

Bonnie: Well, before that it was just one night stands, now it's... It's not that.- he stated looking the taller on the eyes.

Monty: Then what is it?- the older looked away, his faceplate red hot.

Bonnie: I guess it's more long term... Like we're actually close to be dating.

Monty: How close?- they asked staring deeply on the other's eyes, his star sunglasses were a bit down showing their almost glowing blood colored eyes, Bonnie, not having any sunglasses to cover his, just stated back.

Bonnie: Very close...- he stated before going back to playing- Closer then you might think rockstar.

Monty: I like that nickname... I would love to to see a real star.- they trailed off.

Bonnie: You haven't?! Like never seen the night sky?!

Monty: I've only saw it in pictures... have you seen it?

Bonnie: Bunch of times.

Monty: How is it?

Bonnie: Just, breath taking, it's beautiful, you gotta see it for yourself!

Monty: Where? We can't simply walk out of here.

Bonnie: I know the place, I'll take you there tomorrow alright?

Monty: Sounds great to me.

He said before both of them getting back to the game. They played for hours and hours until someone finally won the game. It was no surprise when the taller cheered.

Monty: Good to know you still suck at golfing.

Bonnie: Well, at least I can bowl, unlike you.- the younger scoffed before speaking.

Monty: Please, have you forgot how I won your glasses?! Speaking of which.... What did I win?- he asked getting closer to the other, challenging him, Bonnie getting his face closer.

Bonnie: A kiss.- the other smirked,  holding his face.

Monty: Oh I like that...- they said before giving the other a quick kiss- May I take more than one tho?

Bonnie: Of course, we could even do something more...- he flirted back, the taller kissing him again, this time more passionately, their tongues intertwining, Bonnie's hands feeling up the other's chest, Monty pushing him against the wall, feeling up the the other's pants, the older separated from the kiss- Is something on your mind, rockstar?

Monty: Yeah... Mind if I keep going?

Bonnie: Not at all! Do whatever you want to me...- they whispered seductively, the taller quickly undoing the other's pants and moving down, trailing kisses has he got onto his knees, his hands going over the other's thighs, squeezing them slightly before hearing- Ow!- he let out, quickly covering his mouth.

Oh I fucked up... He's gonna know.

He thought, has the other quickly and worryingly let go of the smaller's thighs before panickingly speaking.

Monty: I'm so sorry Bon, I didn't mean to hurt you, sorry!- they apologized, suddenly realized why the other had groaned- Bon... What are these?- the younger asked has he pointed at some quite straight scratches on the other's thighs, Bonnie quickly pulling up his pants.

Bonnie: Alright, show's over!- he said trying to escape the other's grasp and judgement, but not being able to as they were trapped bettewen the other and the wall.

Monty: You self harm?...- the other bit his tongue, looking away, not daring to look at the alligator- It's fine I won't judge you... I know you have been struggling with your mental health, if this is what keeping you from attempting again I understand... Just warn me, I didn't even notice them and I don't wanna hurt you again.- they said moving away turning his back to the other- It's getting late, maybe it's time to go charge.... Sorry I fucked up the mood.

Bonnie: It's fine... Thanks for understanding tho...

Monty: It was nothing. I used to struggle with that, I know what it's like.

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-MissevilXD