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十二

Hana was packing her things from her locker into a pink tote bag she had brought. Her father  decided it would be best if she got a fresh start somewhere else after the doctors told him of her diagnosis. She had been sick for a long time, but he simply enabled her self-destructive behaviour. He let her have plastic surgery when she told him she hated her prior self, he let her destroy herself little by little til point of no return. She had to leave for good. 

She wasn't going to apologize to Gorya for her actions, she was going to take the cowardly way out. Leave without telling anyone. The doctors had mentioned the girl that accompanied her to the hospital, Haruka. But she couldn't apologize to her either. 

"Wait!" said a voice from behind her as she was leaving. She didn't turn back around, but she stopped to listen to the familiar voice. Gorya.

"Don't you have anything to say to me?" she inquired.

"I have nothing to say to you" she said. Gorya had been the first friend she had made in years. When she was younger nobody wanted to be friends with her because they found her to be ugly. They were just kids at the time, but how come those words still tore into her like it was yesterday? Then she fell in love with the strong headed leader of F4, but even him wouldn't give her a second glance. She was fed up. She changed herself, but it never felt enough. She had to know everything about the boy who broke her heart even as years passed and seasons changed. She finally had found who saw her as a friend, Gorya, and later on Haruka as well. But her greed  and obsession wouldn't let her let go of Thyme, so she hurt everyone around her deliberately. She never turned her back on the plan, never hesitated either. Even when it was Gorya she was hurting. 

She was poisonous.

She left after Gorya wished her good luck. She hadn't even expected her to come, but in a way she should've known. She was Gorya after all. Haruka never spoke to her after the incident, but she knew she was the one who had recommended the private psychiatrist clinic to her father. Even if the two hadn't been as close as Gorya and her, she still tried to help her in the end. Maybe if she hadn't been so obsessed with Thyme, the three could've been good friends. But she ruined those chances and now she had to face the consequences of her actions.

Haruka and Gorya had sat down on one of the tables of the cafeteria. Haruka had joined her after Hana had left. She had been around, but didn't want to say goodbye to the girl. Haruka had already done her role in helping her find a suitable doctor for her mental condition, but it didn't mean she had to talk to her after everything that had happened because of her. Two girls of the infamous trio had approached them, stuttering as they spoke to Gorya. Haruka raised her eyebrow at that. What they did want now? Thyme instantly stepped up and defended Gorya. If they were to mess with her, they would be messing with him.

"Yesterday, I asked you to be my girlfriend and you said yes. Don't you remember?"

Now this was news to Haruka. Her head snapped to the shorter girl's direction eyeing her down as if to say Well?? Gorya hadn't told her anything of such. Gorya assured she didn't know what Thyme was talking about.

"Did you do stuff to me?"

"I'm not saying it" Haruka choked on her drink. How was he so naïve not to know that his answer was really suspicious? Gorya wrapped her arms around herself in shock. Thyme instead accused her of taking advantage of him and Gorya was upset. How could he accuse her of such?  She followed after he tried to walk away, hitting him and forcing him to tell her if he had done something to her. Haruka stood up from her chair, and walked a bit behind the two with a small grin on her face. These fools. She looked up to also see MJ and Kavin looking at the two, strong smiles on their faces. Haruka nodded in acknowledgement at MJ when she saw him glance over at her. He gave her a small wave in response.