Losing You || Kim Sunoo

12. loss

SUNHEE'S POV

"I'm sorry..." he said.
"No need to be sorry" i said and finally looked at him. His eyes looked teary.
"Why would you apologise? For liking someone? No. But you should apologise for that one thing. Liking 2 girls at the same time and confessing to one of them but hiding the fact that you have a crush on another girl too."  I said.
"I'm sorry for whatever I've done" he lowered his head recalling the memory of that car crush....

7 YEARS AGO (AUTHOR'S POV)
"I'm so excited!" SunHee shouted as she got into the car.
SunHee and Sunoo were sitting in the backseat of the car Sunoo's father owned.

The car ride was going smoothly until the chauffer lost control. The car wouldn't stop and the worst thing was that they were in the middle of the road.

Cries could be heard from the backseat where the two kids were sitting and praying for their lives.
The chauffer tried to hit the brakes but the car just wouldn't stop.

And that's when the car crashed on the car in front of it.

Luckily, the kids nor the chauffer were hurt and they got out of the car to help the people who were hurt. As they ran towards the car in front if them SunHee couldn't believe what she saw.

Her parents.
Laying on the street.

Lifeless.

And that's when everything started spinning around and SunHee was found at the hospital.

The next day when she woke up and looked for her parents the doctors told her that they had unfortunately passed away....

END OF FLASHBACK

SUNHEE'S POV
I felt tears streaming down my face when I brought that terrible memory back to my head.

Yes. As shocked as you might be, it was Sunoo's fault that my parents died.

Sunoo had offered me to take me to the amusement park with him.
But nothing of this would have happened if I didn't accept the offer.

So it's my fault too.
But mostly his.

I was going to stand up and leave but Sunoo held my wrist.
"I can't explain how sorry I am...I am sorry if I am a bad friend, I am sorry for confessing to you, I am sorry for the car crash, I am sorry for everything..." he said, feeling guilty as he was crying hard.
"It's all in the past now...I said you don't have to be sor-"
"CAN'T YOU LET ME BE SORRY FOR ONCE?" He raised his voice at me. Oh no he was angry. But I was angry too, I was just hiding it.
"WHY ARE YOU SHOUTING AT ME?"  I raised my voice at him too.
"WHY? ARE YOU GOING TO CALL SUNGHOON TO SAVE YOU?" He said with a girly voice

I shouldn't have said that, WHY AM I SO DUMB. Sunoo thought and mentally beat himself up.

I was left speechless. Does he know I have a crush on him?

Oh. Yeah. Right. I have a crush on Sunghoon. I just realised.

"What do you mean?" I said slightly  or maybe, very annoyed.
"You like Sunghoon, right?" He stood up and crossed his arms.
"Yeah and is there anything wrong with that?" I stood up and crossed my arms too.
"I knew it...." he scoffed.
"I knew you always liked Sunghoon more than me.... as a friend and as someone you love" he turned his back at me.

What?

No, seriously.
What the hell....
Why would he think about that this way...

"What are you saying?" I asked him and approached him slowly.
"You know what I'm saying" Sunoo said and grabbed the plastic bag he had left there.

"You know what? Ah, nevermind I'm leaving" he said and started walking away, slowly disappearing from my eye sight.

"GOD! WHAT IS HAPPENING?" I shouted and started crying, gripping onto the grass.

Did I just lose him?

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This doesnt make sense and idk im sleepy lmfao
Anyways i hope u enjoyed ♡