Losing You || Kim Sunoo

15. escaping

SUNOO'S POV

I saw my grandma run towards me and I immediately stood up, my eyes full of guilt.

"May I know what you're doing here young man?" She stood in front of me and crossed her arms.
"I-I'm sorry grandma..." I said and looked down, knowing what's going to happen next.
My grandma raised her hand and slapped me. She gets so mad when I skip school, especially without her permission.
"Get in the car, SunHee is waiting for you." She said and started walking to the car as I remained silent on my spot.

SUNHEE?
Oh no....
How am I going to face her?

I sighed and took slow steps towards the car. I opened the backseat door and saw SunHee staring at the sky, outside the window.

I sat to the seat next to the door, leaving one of the bavk seats between us empty.

The car ride was silent.

But my grandma decided to break the silence and snap SunHee out of her thoughts.
"SunHee, do you want to stay for lunch?" She asked the girl and she mumbled a 'yes'.

When we arrived at the house, me and SunHee sat on the couch, not daring to look at each othher.
Then, my grandma told us to go to the dining room.

We ate our food silently and when we finished, SunHee helped my grandma was the dishes and clean the table as usual.

I went to my bedroom and locked the door...

SUNHEE'S POV

I was helping his grandma was the dishes when she suddenly asked me:
"Is something wrong sweetie? Why don't you and Sunoo talk to each other anymore? Do you know why he skipped school?"

My eyes widened. I didn't want her to find out that Sunoo had a crush on me.
"We had a fight..." I said after thinking for a few seconds.
"What kind of fight?" She said, still washing the dishes.
"It's nothing" I told her thinking she would believe me.
"Why don't you go make up then?"
"I just...don't want to talk to him for now..."
"Come on, ket me take you to his room" she said when she finished washing the dishes and dragged me to his bedroom upstairs.

She knocked on the door.
"Sunoo, SunHee wants to talk to you.."

SUNOO'S POV

My eyes widened when I heard the knock on the door and my grandma's voice saying her name.
"I-I'm changing" I tried to lie but my grandma ruined my plans.
"Ok then, when you're done open the door. I am going downstairs now. Don't let the girl wait for too long" She said and left SunHee waiting outside mt bedroom door.

I sighed and quickly opened the door so this could end early.
SunHee got in and looked around.

She didn't want to look at me hmmm.

"What do you want?" I asked her and crossed my arms.
"Nothing. I don't have to apologise for anything, but your grandma says I have to apologise so I'm sorry I guess" she said and tyrned around to twist the door handle but I held her arm and pinned her to the dorm.

I was that mad.

No one would ever want to see me that mad.

"You know what? You should stop being so selfless or else I'm going to leave you. I can't deal with people who care about others more than themselves" I said while looking her in the eyes.

Fuck.
Was this too harsh?

Yes, it was but now I can't do anything to fix it.

"NO ONE CAN TELL ME WHAT TO DO!" She raised her voice at me.

She was mad.
He hadn't seen her like this since 8th grade when she was mad at one of her friends.

Her eyes were full of anger, hate.

I hated to see her like this.

"Who are you to tell me what to do?" She said as a tear rolled down her cheek.

Shit, that hurt.

Did she just indirectly call me a stranger?

"Your best friend..." I said and my expression suddenly became sadder.

"I guess not anymore...I don't want to see you anymore..." she said and left my room slamming the door.

I fell on the ground.

No way she just left me.

Tears started streaming down my face.

Did I just lose one of the most precious people in my life?

Did I just lose my best friend?

My love?

The person who is the reason that I'm still alive?

I cried myself to sleep on the cold floor...

SUNHEE'S POV

I ran down the stairs trying to hold my tears.

His grandma was in the kitchen and she didn't notice me leaving the house.

Leaving?
More like escaping.

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