SUNHEE'S POV
I went home, cooked some dinner and ate all by myself in a heavy and gloomy atmosphere.
After that, I brushed my teeth, changed my clothes and sat on the bed after I grabbed Sunoo's diary from my bag.
I took a deep breath and closed my eyes before opening the thick blue notebook that wrote 'SUNOO' ont he cover with golden letters.
The pages looked old and I looked at the date on the top of the first page.
(17/9/2009)
Dear diary,
Today a girl at my school had an asthma attack and I helped her by calling the teacher who eventually called an ambulance so the girl could be transfered to the hospital safely. I felt really proud of myself and I wanted to go check on her at the hospital, but my mother didn't let me. I hope we become friends because this girl seemes really kind and lovely!
Yours,
Sunoo
This was the day he saved me and became my best friend.
I read more pages until I realised that I was crying really hard.
He wrote in his diary every day.
He wrote about our adventures together, the things we often talked about and even my first meeting with his friends 4 or 5 years ago!
I read so many pages, even the pages that he wrote in when we were far from each other.
I could feel how lonely he was when he was far away from me and his other friends and he regretted it.
I was finally reading the 4 final pages and I didn't expect what I read.
He wrote that he is sorry for telling me that he doesn't need my advice and that he knew that he would die.
He even wrote that he was sure that I would get his diary once he dies and that he would leave it on his nightstand so i can find it easily and read it and recall all the good memories.
I hugged the diary tightly and tried to fall asleep, but the tears couldn't stop.
How am I going to continue my life without him? The boys don't even know that he is dead.
And they need to find out about it when I talk to them face to face.
Yes, I'm going to return to my friends.
My family.
And feel loved again by the people I missed the most.
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Im so lame yall i cant even
LIKE I SPEAK ENGLISH NORMALLY AND IM GOOD AT IT BUT IDK WHAT HAPPENS TO MY BRAIN WHILE WRITING STORIES
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Losing You || Kim Sunoo
FanfictionWhen SunHee and Sunoo, who were best friends since 3rd grade, lose each other after their graduation for a better future... Will they ever find each other again? Will this 'future' really be good? This story is super cringey so be prepared 💀
